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I suddenly feel so very empty, noticing how the theme of abandonment, once again has centre stage in my life. It all began when Ruth kissed Laura. The end was still very far away, but it was the beginning of the end. Strange how hindsight allows me these understandings that I failed to notice at the time. Like the fact that at the time I thought I ( Read more... )

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Just saw my doctor. Got given more prozac if I can be bothered to take it... If I get out of bed for long enough to take it. Idiot doctors. They assume that your problems are all always to do with being a teenager or worrying about exam results. Of course, why else would I be depressed, I'm just a normal girl aren't I? Ass clown ( Read more... )