MAN! this time of year gets nuts, i cant keep up with the parties, we had one this weekend with a bunch of S.U. profesors and they can get crazy. we have one tonight at 4h, and this weekend there are 2 at friends houses. i still gotta get some stuff for the kids, weve adopted a horse on assateagu is. for the girl, she wanted a horse and we only ( Read more... )

ive got someone seemingly pissed at me and i really cant imagine why, if i had even a hint , but i really cant think of what i did. they act semiplesent most of the time. then they will pounce with claws out at the slightest thing. oh well lifes too short to worry about it.

my inmate friend found out that he will meet with the board next week sometime, ive helped all i could, ive written letters, ive had my boss write letters, and the secretary of health and mental hygn , so its in thier hands now. he is a really good guy, im glad i didnt know him when he was a differnt violent person, but it seems that, now he is ( Read more... )

i was looking at some of the photos that i have taken in the past,, alot of junk from back then, but i would come across one that made me say, wow. i love juxtaposition,,,i know thats spelled wrong. i had a skin head friend several years ago that i had stand in front of a jewish cemetary smokeing a cig. i did that in b&w its pretty cool. i did ( Read more... )

I have always loved photography, about 15 years ago i bought a very good manual camera and learned how to develop my black n white prints myself, then digital came along and changed everything.i would like to get a scanner and put alot of my old work on a disc or maybe even make up a web site.,i have just started to get back into b&w, i bought a ( Read more... )

MRS.Phaedrus has been invited to a sex toy party by a friend, i have heard about them when we lived in baltimore. she tells me that its like a tupperware party, only with sex toys. but i have a problem with it, no men are invited!! thats a voyeurs fantasy, i realize there will be no sex, but just seeing who will buy what seems like fun.

its weird how people here in maryland panic at a few inchs of snow. ive got friends in canada and chicago who live with real snow falls but they keep going to work and school ( Read more... )

THE TIME OF YEAR WE CELEBRATE CHRIST'S BIRTH ( Read more... )

i was reading over some old stuff that i had stashed away before our move from baltimore to delmarva. hyapatia was brilliant, if your not aware of her. she was the leader of a mystic group and the head of the library at alexandria nearly 2,000 years ago. one teaching struck me, it came from a christian gnostic book that she was quoteing, BE A LAW ( Read more... )

i have been rereading 20 year old notes that i took when i started gnostic studies. the hermetic works that i studied way back then seem alot clearer after the many years of study. one text, that was the most popular christian book in the first century c.e. is interesting, its called the shepard of hermas. other works i can see the roots of ( Read more... )