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[phaelas]

Title: Just for idiots
Author: Las
Pairing: Mat/Gil, mentioned Mat/Dan
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Mat's lonely and thinking too much.

Author's notes: I guess this is a PWP - yet to me it feels more as if it's part of a far bigger story of which I didn't write the rest than just an excuse to write porn (though I definitely was out to write some

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[phaelas]

You are EVIL. Evil, I tell ya.

POOR MAT. That is the last I will say on the matter. :P

(Actually, you're probably right, he might just be the one to blame.)

[phaelas]

It's the dramatic evilness of life that's to blame! Or Colleen. Either one.

[idiosynkrasis]

I liked. No idea who these people are, but I liked.

"What the fuck? Gil. You're not fucking me." <-- made me giggled like an idiot. I blamed you for bringing out my geeky giggles.

Oh. KH = Kill Hannah? See? Brains.

=D

Oh. Just read your previous post, so rather than comment there I'll comment here: HOW'S YOUR HEAD? I guess your doing alright as you did post again, but still worry. =\ STAY AWAY FROM HORSE'S TEETH AND HEADS, OKAY?

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[phaelas]

GEEKY GIGGLES! Win. XD I'm so glad you liked.

Yeah, definitely Kill Hannah, this being the one fandom I still write in atm. Well, RP more than anything. Basically this is just my RP Mat in a different setting than usual. :)

My head is a lot better today, thanks, so no worries! I did realise that I've got a big bruise of a set of teeth in my leg, hahaha. She didn't even bite me that hard but apparently thighs bruise easily. :P

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[killhannahx3]

Okay.

this was basically amazing, and I mean it(:

There were so many good lines in this

"because he'd slept with enough guitarists in his own band and he was really sort of done with it."

"You don't have to fuck me. I'll fuck you." After a short, stunned silence, Mat uttered a short, hollow laugh. "What the fuck? Gil. You're not fucking me."

^those two just made me giggle.

and I really love the way Gil says "I'm hurting you." instead of "I don't want to hurt you" or "Am I hurting you?" or something. Like, it's so much more realistic that Gil is actually aware of his actions, and is expressing his reaction to them not necessarily through his words, but through his movements, you know?

Anyway, this definitely made me happy.. especially it being my first slashh involving Gil. and I might have liked it too much. he's really a sweetheart in person so it makes me smile.

[phaelas]

Thank you so much! Very happy to hear you enjoyed it.

Mat's so smart, isn't he? LOL. *pets his crazy-haired head*

Yeah I get what you mean - either way, Gil has already figured out that Mat isn't one to talk about stuff, doesn't like to be belittled, and he has probably also figured out by that time that Mat doesn't bottom a lot. Mat is a lot more see-through than he thinks, stuck in his own head that he is.

I never met Gil, sadly. I actually have no idea about him except from what I've hear (which is also that he's a sweetheart :)). But only the new guy would've worked in this scenario, no one else would be stupid and brave enough to try to fuck Mat. XD

Thanks so much for commenting!

[killhannahx3]

I doubt he has as much of an accent as you imagined, just so you know.

I may have been dillusional while meeting him (after all, I survived KH's set at the barrier, I mean, why wouldn't I have been?) and another band was probably playing half the time we talked, so I guess his accent may have been thicker than I realized. But you can fersure understand what he's saying.

He just has terrible, terrible handwriting xD

It was kind of cute, though.

He tried to like, personalize all the autographs he signed, so on my KH bracelet, he took up a large spotto say "Erin youre awesome Gil"

I think he may have finished his name with something longer like his full first name? I don't know what it's short for, but it looks like there's an O and B or something...

I dunno, like I said. Illegible.

/rant.

sorry. I'm just totally fascinated by him. He's so itty bitty too.

[phaelas]

I actually heard he has a cute little accent - I wasn't imagening much more than that. ;)

He sounds like a very sweet man. I hope he gets to stay!

[unifiedxdivide]

So I told you in email, but this was heartbreaking stuff. Even though this isn't "our" universe, I can feel where it's coming from and my Dan is sadface. God though, I love Gil in this!

[phaelas]

Yeah it's more in theme of our "young" mat and dan, with mat just being unable to accept what he wants, unable to get it for himself in a way he can deal with. Poor man. I'm so evil to him.

What'd you like about Gil?

[unifiedxdivide]

Just how he pushed Mat in a way that everyone else would have been too intimidated to do.

[phaelas]

Yeah it's true, lol. Gil was really sure about what he was doing.

[imjustdifrent]

If I weren't in such a public place, I'd probably be crying now. I'm starting to develop a thing for Mat/Dan, and I remember talking with carnival_goth at the Nashville concert about how Mat/Gil was starting to become a very realistic probability

[unifiedxdivide]

isn't she the best? I'm so lucky to write with her almost every day. :)

[imjustdifrent]

She is most definitely one of the best. You are a truly blessed person to be able to have her as a writing partner.

[phaelas]

Wow, and I have to say you write great comments! I am so happy to hear that you think I have a way with words - since English isn't my first language, I have for a long time felt like I lack in vocabulary to express what I truly want to say. So it's great to hear that.

And of course I'm also really glad that you like the universe this is set in and are touched by it all. Mat's very easy for me to write since I've been roleplaying him for so long, and he always makes for interesting fic, I have to say.

Thank you again!! I love to know my fic is loved, makes me want to write more. :)