So tonight was the last class i had to go to for uni. strange, as i left i felt nothing. no sense of completion, no sense of accomplishment. nothing, just another night leaving the same building, catching the same train home
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"why is it that we always try to fool ourselves into a false sense of security?" *huugs* I don't think we really do, it's more that we just do everything we possibly can to keep going - and often that just involves telling yourself that things really Are Ok! You might find out later that they weren't, that you still had things to work through.. but at the time that was very likely the best way to stay in the moment, and live the life that's here now, not the one that was before. Don't know if that makes sense.. but *HUUUUUUUGS* all the same! :D
yeah, having talked about this whole thing with a couple of people (namely my mum) it made me realise that so often we do what is needed at the time for our survival. at that point in time i didnt have the mental or phsyical capacity to deal with everything at once so i just buried it and continued... then it all came flowing out when i least expected it- the first time i had really sat down and thought about it all again. but yup completely agree with you, and you definately make sense :) and *big squidgy hugs* right back at ya too!
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*huugs* I don't think we really do, it's more that we just do everything we possibly can to keep going - and often that just involves telling yourself that things really Are Ok! You might find out later that they weren't, that you still had things to work through.. but at the time that was very likely the best way to stay in the moment, and live the life that's here now, not the one that was before.
Don't know if that makes sense.. but *HUUUUUUUGS* all the same! :D
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but yup completely agree with you, and you definately make sense :)
and *big squidgy hugs* right back at ya too!
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..teeehehee.. :D
*squish*
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