getting it off my chest

[phanix]

Really, can anybody tell me why it feels more real when I'm dreaming? I feel ridiculously detached from reality. My heart is full, my soul is old, my body is young. I feel like everyday has already happened and that everything I live is just a memory. That im an old man lying in a bed somewhere, or in an asylum, and all this has already happened

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[vampirecat362]

im sorry. i wish that i hadnt goten bored and left you guys. i guess i always feel that if i dont do something in that moment, they'll never get done, like walking around the school all by my self. id never have done that if it wernt for you and dan and sara talking about how moments like this are what your mememory is made of. i will remember that night and the one after that...or the day after that i think it was butstill i will never forget those nights leading up to our break up just because i feel like shit cuz of them. so again im sorry i wasnt as satisfying as youd have liked me to have been but...i guess you are happer now. and i love you no matter what happens. AND YOU STILL HAVE TO TAKE ME TO THE RENN. FAIR!! lol love you hun<3