it's funny cuz i thought over the course of a couple months people would change and mature, ehhhh i was dead wrong. it seems that some people would resort to the most immature things to try to effect me, but guess wut?, I DON'T CARE ( Read more... )

so this makes day 3 that i couldn't sleep normally, wut is wrong with me? i think it's all the stress of this week. o well hopefully that'll go away when i go home this weekend. ahh brooklyn, how i have missed thee.

yup........ still awake (5:47)

i kno it's crazy but i'm still awake (6:00)

i think things will work out for the best if i don't worry about it soo much ( Read more... )

i hate having so many decisions to make. the main decision i'm concerned with now is my relationship. should i stay or should i leave? i like my guy alot and i DO want to support him in wutever he needs and wants to do but it seems like if i do that i'ma b hurting myself thru the process.i mean i do deserve to b in a relationship where i can see my ( Read more... )

sometimes i wish i just stood home! i wouldn't have to worry about dorming, friends, or even tryin to support myself (i got my momma for that). i think boston is alot to handle stress wise. i've been stressed alot lately. school being the main reason. i hate school ( Read more... )

this weekend was fun. i wish i could've spent it with my boyfriend, but that wasn't possible. i think things would b alot better for me if i was actually near him more. there will b times when words aren't enuff, when i'ma need a hug from him just so i kno things will get better. things in life are hard as it is, that's y, in my opinion, when i ( Read more... )

This weekend was mad fun. My cuzin from New York came up and we just bugged out, we bought mad liquor and went shopping. It was fun. Saturday we saw Tristan's show which was mad hot (Tristan, do ur thing boy!) and then we went to the after party. We all had fun ( Read more... )

it's not like i had a bad birthday, the day was a normal day, i just feel pissed off at the world. i just feel like sayin fuck the world to everyone i come across. i hope this weekend goes well.fuck it, this weekend is gonna go well, cuz i'ma make shit pop off. i'm tired of the whole "let shit go" philosophy, i'm all for the "don't let shit happen ( Read more... )

spring break has been boring as hell for me. some of my friends fronted on me big time this week. the weather here has been crappy, it's been too cold to go out and really chill without literally chillin. damn i can't wait until this summer. hopefully this summer things will b alot better for me. last summer sucked cuz i worked like crazy at a job ( Read more... )

y is boston soo boring? everything closes by 2! damn this city is boring. my birthday is coming up and i have to spend it in boring ass boston.i hope this year my birthday is fun. i need to have a good birthday this year cuz my past birthday weren't all that good. maybe there will b a big suprise waiting for me, c'mon let's b real now, there ( Read more... )