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[phantasmxxx]

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Fukkin Right! :)

[divineobsession]

Just...wow...I couldn't be more satisfied right now. I'm more than glad you said what you had to say and you had absolutely no hesitation doing so (obviously, heh)

I know the world is going to keep it's back turned on you, because we both personally know that shit will NEVER change, but I'm always going to be here baby. Fuck everything else. We're going to get through this on our own because that's just the way it's going to be.

Be proud of your accomplishment (this entry), because I know it helped you in so many ways...ways that most people won't ever understand. And that's fine, because who are they to decide what you say or think is wrong? These are YOUR thoughts, sweetheart, and you're always going to be entitled to them. No one will ever be able to take that right away from you. And at least you know one person out there respects what you have to say :)

I love you, sweetie [hug]

[yol_bolsun]

um....hi....i read your journal from time to time. and i understand what you mean when your childhood was taken away from you. i was also molested when i was very young. from when i was 5 till about 10. i blocked most of it out of my memory so i don't remember much. when i tell people that my childhood was taken away from me they don't understand. no one ever has. it's nice to know there's some one out there that can relate. but it's a sad thing to be able to relate about.

[sigh]

[phantasmxxx]

Hi hun. I'm sorry what happened. No one deserves anything like that. It is actually suprising how many people I know that have had an experience like that. Wow, the world sucks.

[hug]

[agent_q]

I don't think I would have the guts to be so open as you have been in this post - it must have felt good.

I have the greatest of respect for you that you have come though all the things that have happened to you. If you've managed to hide your pain from the people around you for this long, you've done better than I would have.

I wish you the best of luck in the future, and you know you have plenty of people on here who are willing to lend you a listening, and non-judgemental ear. I know I am.

[phantasmxxx]

Yes, it was quite refreshing, and I am still enjoying the good feeling.

Thank you for posting. I love it when people do that! haha

And I'm adding you as a friend if you don't mind, because most of the entries I post are friends only now...And one can never have too many friends.

[agent_q]

And one can never have too many friends

That's the most true thing I've heard in a long time. I'll be reading with great interest! Anyone with enough honesty to write this post has got to be worth reading!

[dainty_whiskers]

i'm glad you got the chance to get all that out, cara... release is good.

and i just wanted to make sure you knew that i do and always have respected you, and that as far as anything goes, i'm done intervening. meaning whatever that may, we might never be "intimate" (you know what i mean) again, but i'll always highly value you and all that jazz.

[phantasmxxx]

Thank you..."and all that jazz" lol You mean a lot to me too hun. Everything will be fine...Sometime

[dainty_whiskers]

heh, yup.

[demonictoastur]

I didn't want to say anything because I didn't think it was my place... but oh well...

Yes, as Billie and Chan said, release is good... and props if that makes you feel better; keep doing it if it does. Despite what has been said [on both sides] I do respect and love you, and miss you dearly as a friend. I know we might never be friends again... and that's okay if it helps you... but just know that I am sorry, I miss you, and whatever you may need sometime in the future... I will do my best to give it to you, because you deserve the best... I am, like Chan, done intervening, and I am sorry this turned out the way it did.

I am still will be here, waiting, if you feel you can ever simply talk to me again. <3

[sigh]

[demonictoastur]

Oh and I forgot... Merry Christmas dear. I hope you have a... bearable... day. <3.

[sigh]

[phantasmxxx]

Erin, darling...I'm fine, and as pissed off as I was when all of this began...I will get over it. Like I said, all in time. I don't hate you, any of you. Eventually all of this will fade away. And I'm here for you too if you need anything hun...

Re: [sigh]

[demonictoastur]

I feel much better hearing you say that...

I still have your gift too if you want it... I'll give it to you um when I see you... or eventually...

<3... And I am sorry, once again...