No one's posted their New Years Resolutions yet?  O.o  Well, I guess I'll be first!  I think I already may have mentioned one or two, but yeah ( Read more... )

 Going to sleep now,  oh so many thoughts inmy head from these last few days.  Its been great to be away from the hectic chicago and equally confusing life.  I'm happy I got to hang out. And I'm really sad I didn't get to hang out enough.  Dani, Amanda, Kara and Emily... :(  Next time I'm up I'm reserving days for the ladies in my life first. :P  ( Read more... )

So many thoughts running through here... So many ideas, feelings, revelations.  And no real way to get them out.  Doesnt feel like it at least.
Four more days and I'll be 22.  In a slightly morbid likeliness,  thats quite possibly one fourth of my life gone.  True that was mostly the first stage, in which we learn how to use our wings before we ( Read more... )

 December 16th, 17th, and 18th.  Plans will definately already be blocked out for one of those days, most likely 17th,  or at least the day aspect of it.  But I need a distraction from my life,  heavily.  So I expect to see all your bright shiny faces at some point.  And if not... well, that's just life.  We gotta take what we can, right?

Ya'know...  It's really kinda difficult to get yourself to do things when you get home and want to make things happen... When the rest of the day just kinda went Blaaah on your face.  Or maybe like the world sitting on your face.  Or maybe like how the monkey house smells at the zoo... not horrible,  but still not friendly ( Read more... )

Just woke up at about 3:30.  And I actually have a good reason for sleeping in.  Tonight I have to work from 9:30 pm till 5:30 am.  Burn the midnight oil, and put up christmas stuff.  She me and three other people scheduled like this for the next two nights.  AND she told someone else to come in tonight.. I think its a little overkill personally ( Read more... )

Yeah, odds are you won't understand that.  But time is wasting.  Nothing getting done.  I tell myself this over and over, planning for change, planning to make a move, start an action, commit an achievement.  All too often I say it, say it again, maybe begin to touch the surface of the subject. Then do nothing.  I'm still "searching" for new work ( Read more... )

So, despite the events of the evening, my brain had a calm burst of ambitious thought as I was driving home.  Maybe my spirits lifted simply because it was Absolute perfect driving weather - Warm enough to have the windows unrolled, and the breeze just the right temperature.  Plus the smell of fresh rain.  :D  right when I got home, I almost ( Read more... )

Just wrote a lot on paper...lots of thoughts and feelings.  Blah. Things that are mostly rambling and continuous confusion I suppose.  I'l spare your eyes ( Read more... )

Too late already.  I should be asleep so work won't be as horrible as it already will be tomorrow.  Oh well.  I needed to wash m dressies so I don't smell like yesterday's clothes ( Read more... )