Quick post before I go to sleep. Today was pretty productive. I met up with some new people and we played some music. It was really nice. It was the first time I've played in about 4 months and what we came up with was organic and we all seemed to mesh well. The thing I thought was cool was that we were playing in a professional studio. I'd ( Read more... )

Went on a date with the beautiful Ukrainian girl, the one from the dancing entry. She obviously is still somwhat interested, I guess I am too. I haven't had much chance to talk to her and get to know her, I've been too busy running this game to keep her attention. Sadly now, I have to feign disinterest in the hopes that it strengthens hers. She ( Read more... )

I just had a long argument with my brother. It all started because he rarely has anything positive to say to me. Most of it's criticism, and I accept that. However, I tried to point out to him that in almost every exchange he calls me stupid, or puts me down, or suggests in some way or another that what I'm thinking or feeling is inferior. His ( Read more... )

In my meditation today, a spider came to me. I had to resist the urge to sqaush him. He told me that while a spider must always watch out for people trying to step on him, it is his size and his agility that allow him to overcome any obstacle. He told me that, in essence, confidence is the anti-venom to fear. Those with clear intent and ( Read more... )

//ɪz ðɪs wɜːθ ɪt ( Read more... )

I can't stop running. I can't look back. I can't turn around because I might find out that no one's chasing me ( Read more... )

Tonight started off as badly as possible. The moment she got in the car, her telephone chimed. At the other end, her Australian fantasy calling for the first time in three long weeks. She apologized to me profusely, recognizing how rude she was being, but we had to stop at a liquor store so she could buy a long distance calling card. I showed ( Read more... )

I'm sitting here in front of my computer yet again. "Yet again." How sure am I of that? Certainly not certain. I'm captivated in this single moment, as I sit here and reflect on memories of years ago, memories of weeks ago, neither one managing to stand out and declare it's place in my time line of recollection. It's less of a recollection, ( Read more... )

For Xmas, my dad gave me a semi-pro Karaoke Machine complete with 2 mics!!! Holy crap. It's the best thing ever in my life. EVER. Today my mom and I spent over $160 on Karaoke CD's and then we drank scotch and sang for over 5 hours!!! It was the best thing ever. Party at my place. <3 <3 <3!!!!

Hi everybody. It's been a while, and due to Squeaks calling me out for having a bland, unreadable journal, it's taken me even longer to get the urge back to post an entry. (Question whether that's true or not, you self-absorbed butthole ( Read more... )