Comments | phantomofrent: I'm a maniac on the floor

phantomofrent

I'm a maniac on the floor

Jan 14, 2008 08:19

I went this morning to the gym at my work to sign up for their health program and when the woman took my blood pressure it was really high and the reason it was, it because I have been having a panic attack since last night. I have never had a panic attack in my life, but for the last few weeks I have been having an attack a few days a week. THAT ( Read more... )

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euterpe_81 January 14 2008, 22:40:14 UTC

Look, I'm both your friends, but still. if it bothers you to this point then maybe you need to just force yourself to not be privy to what goes on. remove them from your friends list and you won't see their bulletins and you won't see their page. I know some people think that is like the worst insult ever, "OMG! HOW DARE YOU REMOVE ME FROM YOUR ONLINE FRIENDS LIST! YOU WHORE!" and what not. But hey, if you know you're just going to keep reading and putting yourself in it, then make it so you can't read it. Just my advice. Then you won't be able to torture yourself. No body would think less of you for it.

phantomofrent January 15 2008, 00:52:07 UTC

I took your advise and did it. I wrote a story book to you at myspace. But, thank you so much for replying. I appreciate it.

twwggndbtlvb January 18 2008, 00:17:49 UTC

I hope someday you can remove yourself from that situation and find people that are not just online who can be there for you whenever you need them. I know I wish I could be!

phantomofrent January 18 2008, 02:35:28 UTC

Thank you so much sweetie. **HUGS** my goal in the next year and a half is to save money and move to NJ (Cherry Hill is what I am looking at right now) and hopefully I will be nearer to people who have more of the same interests as me (music, theatre, blah blah blah). Plus, I will be closer to you and my other NY buds. HOORAH!!!