You FUCKING idiot

[phantomofrent]

Why do I keep doing this to myself? I took her off of my "friends" list so I wouldn't go to her page, but what did I do just now? I fucking went to her page. And what does it have? An icon that says "rejuvenated" and a new blog with a title "A New Hope" that only a selected few can read. More than likely she has a boyfriend now . . . more than

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[somelikeitthom]

essentially, everything i was going to say was just said by girl above me. except for the ex-boyfriend part. but for some sick, strange reason, we torture ourselves over those we care deeply about, questioning why we keep doing these things to ourselves. because somehow it makes us feel like that person is still in our lives, though we know it is a chapter we are trying to leave behind.
there is nothing i can say to ease your pain, but i sympathize with you, and pray for you, brother.