Lonliness is a BIZNATCH!

[phantomofrent]

Okay . . . okay . . . I admit it. I want to date someone again. I am tired of seeing all of these people with their husbands/wives/boyfriends/girlfriends and looking absolutely happy to be with one another. I want that again. I want someone I can kiss and laugh with and be sarcastic with, etc. again. I want to be able to look into someone's eyes

Comments

[supremediva]

Im not at all saying this to be bitchy, so just know that

[phantomofrent]

thanks, sweetie. I honestly know I am not ready for a relationship . . . I just miss things about a relationship. Yes, I am not comfortable with myself. In fact, I pretty much hate my life right now. I am trying to get better and I love my job but that is about it. But yeah. I want to save my money and move up north before even considering a relationship. Plus, there are some personal things that I need to work out. And yes, I am not going to lie . . . I am still kinda stuck on Ashley but not in the "I want her back" way but a "I miss her every second" thing. I need to get over that first . . . you're right. I know it will happen. I just wish it would hurry itself up. hahaha.

[euterpe_81]

You should really date a black woman next.