Sorry for the lax in updates, i just have got back to work and my body is adjusting to how hard the work is ( Read more... )

.. i jsut got back from workign with my dad yesterday.. i never want to see another DQ again.. but on a ( Read more... )

I know its bad when you have to reassure yourself that an desicion that you made was right buti woke up this morning glutching a rolled up blanket feeling quite alone. I went out the other day and sat under the moon and cried for a little while telling myself what i did was for the best. this would be soo much easier if i had my freinds there to ( Read more... )

the crappyness of it all.. it seems like my computer might be going down hill boyos and girlos ( Read more... )

I think me and my freind colin are on to something for a cool game heh.. itd be nice if it turns to something we do
instead of something we talk about.. *sigh*

Im soo ful of rage, im chokeing on hate
this is the first time i have ever felt so harsh.
you have made my soul turn to black, my attiude d acid
my world was black, but now i see. i see the light
and it burns.. and i will never visit that passage again.
done over, irrpeitable.. i hope you have a good life

Total fucking BS.. the girl cant even take a joke soo i guess we cant be freinds. Then after i get home i realised i mounted my cot back up where it belongs and i dont have my keys. i try to decently atleast get my keys back and her mom is a total bitch about it.. soo i go down there mull around knocking on the door and she calls the cops on me.. ( Read more... )

I guess its time to go back to how i used to live my life.. yes the way it was before I left my beautiful hometown for this hole ( Read more... )

its been a while.. i guess i do need to update. I broke up with ellora.. the workload i guess was getting a bit much. but i have still been trying to be her freind and help her.. but im also starting to help my self.. leaving in the morn looking for a job or jogging to loose some weight for my ulitmate goal.. well today I am not feeling soo well my ( Read more... )

Ear pearcing screams and shrills ( Read more... )