Fuck it. Just fuck it.

So I finally submitted all my shit to the MUSe yesterday, about 15 pictures and 11.2 pages of writing, and I'm the head fiction editor and a poetry reader, so, somewhere, my name will be on there.

Dammit, stuff needs to be fixed!

Vale.

What the hell is going on...

When did I get to be so paranoid?

Blehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, fuck this semester.

Vale.

Ok, so the new Mars Volta album is one of the most terrifying and brilliant albums I've ever had the pleasure of enjoying. It's dark and assaulting to the point of malevolence, yet it surges with a muscle I didn't think the band was still capable of...and it's funky as hell. The band lays down groves thicker than most of fusion's finest. I've been ( Read more... )

So yeah, my wisdom teeth are gone. It feels weird and I can't eat anything, but the painkillers are fantastic. Like, I feel nothing when I'm on them. It's great. I mean, clearly these are potentially addictive pills though and all that business, but, hey, I had major oral surgery (and it's not like I get refills anyway...). Also, I got a new bed ( Read more... )

So yeah, exams start on Thursday...oh wait, I'm a senior. Yes!

Government is still going to suck, oh well. I need to make myself focus this year.
( Rebelinthefaceofeverything...yeah )

I can't sleep. Fuck.

Joy Division is so much fun this time of year though! If ever Joy Division could be considered fun that is...

Drafting a story is balls. Bleh.

According to Emily Angel Baer, I should get into most of the schools I'm applying to save Duke, Penn, and maybe Northwestern, so that means I'll get into Ole Miss Honors and NYU ( Read more... )

Chuck Palahniuk, you are a hero, idol, and one to be emulated (not intentionally of course, it just comes out that way sometimes), but, above all, you are a distraction. Haunted is in my backpack, and it stole my mind off that ever important task of creating something of my own. College applications can suck a dick. I want to write fiction this ( Read more... )

Trying to be creative sucks! I have so many ideas, so many bad ideas! The only cool idea I have is only half baked, and I can't develop it for the life of me! Shit ( Read more... )

I am in a weird mood. I am in a very weird mood. This is the first night all week (and probably last week too) I've actually just stopped to kinda think about everything, especially after a rather long phone conversation, and, well, it's put me in a weird mood ( Read more... )