(no subject)
cross posted to my other journal.
i won;'t remember everything.
i won't remember everyone.
this is just what is in my head right now.
a year complete.
i really just cannot believe that it's may and i'm still sitting in room 509.
i held my own this semester, and i've come a far way from who i was in december.
that i was at Cuffy's and called katie on her bday. awkward.
that i added you kids on livejournal and hadn't met you yet.
that i met insane nicole and she took me to get my lip pierced.
then threatened to kill herself because i wouldnt be her boyfriend.
that i fell in love with new music.
that i went to reno palooza and made alot of new friends who i had always wanted to be friends with.
that i was sitting on my porch listening to this exact song, in the warm summer night, star gazing and wondering what this year would bring. good & bad.
that katie krysil nervously handed the phone to airplane romance to tell me that they were on a cruise but would drop by later.
that lauren tried to talk to me about the strokes and i misheard every word she said.
that lauren and amber and i went to some party in allston twice in a row and got a rep.
that i was punching mirrors and walls over stupid drama and she said she said stuff.
that sean reno and i spent all summer playing squaresoft games.
that i met sean's awesome gal, tara.
that i was hanging out with chelsea and lauren at my house after driving around with them.
that victoria and i were eating fancy food at the old hitching post after driving for 7 hours and singing and having a marvelous time.
that i got drank in hanson with Vee, Katie, Kitty, Kendra, and others.
that i realized what real friendship is.
that i established a real relationship with my parents.
that i saw two sides to people.
that i realized i needed to stop
that i met my little partner in crime and we went food shopping for a crew ♥
that i walked around the city with katie / lauren / vee and just talked about life.
that lauren and i became friends again after she fell and hurt her head.
that i worked in the cafeteria.
that i didnt show up for work on time in the cafeteria.
that i dated a random myspace girl.
that i thought i was a lot cooler than i really am.
thank you to everyone.
even if we talked on one occasion.
you have shaped me in some way to be who i am right now.
and i really like that person alot more than who i was in september - december.
and god. you've all really matured.
not just the freshman, but everyone has taken steps towards change.
little and big. i'm really just proud of the lot of you. and to call you my friends.
and to know that despite drama, he said she said, or whatever else
you've been my year, my memories, and my fun. my support and my heart.
i love you. the lot of you.
i want to see people this summer.
i want BBQs, and phone calls, and man hunt, and pop punk drives, and going to shows, and getting lost, and going to the beach, and just having my family (all of you...yes. ALL of you.) with me for the next two years. because after that, this boy is gone.
i won;'t remember everything.
i won't remember everyone.
this is just what is in my head right now.
a year complete.
i really just cannot believe that it's may and i'm still sitting in room 509.
i held my own this semester, and i've come a far way from who i was in december.
that i was at Cuffy's and called katie on her bday. awkward.
that i added you kids on livejournal and hadn't met you yet.
that i met insane nicole and she took me to get my lip pierced.
then threatened to kill herself because i wouldnt be her boyfriend.
that i fell in love with new music.
that i went to reno palooza and made alot of new friends who i had always wanted to be friends with.
that i was sitting on my porch listening to this exact song, in the warm summer night, star gazing and wondering what this year would bring. good & bad.
that katie krysil nervously handed the phone to airplane romance to tell me that they were on a cruise but would drop by later.
that lauren tried to talk to me about the strokes and i misheard every word she said.
that lauren and amber and i went to some party in allston twice in a row and got a rep.
that i was punching mirrors and walls over stupid drama and she said she said stuff.
that sean reno and i spent all summer playing squaresoft games.
that i met sean's awesome gal, tara.
that i was hanging out with chelsea and lauren at my house after driving around with them.
that victoria and i were eating fancy food at the old hitching post after driving for 7 hours and singing and having a marvelous time.
that i got drank in hanson with Vee, Katie, Kitty, Kendra, and others.
that i realized what real friendship is.
that i established a real relationship with my parents.
that i saw two sides to people.
that i realized i needed to stop
that i met my little partner in crime and we went food shopping for a crew ♥
that i walked around the city with katie / lauren / vee and just talked about life.
that lauren and i became friends again after she fell and hurt her head.
that i worked in the cafeteria.
that i didnt show up for work on time in the cafeteria.
that i dated a random myspace girl.
that i thought i was a lot cooler than i really am.
thank you to everyone.
even if we talked on one occasion.
you have shaped me in some way to be who i am right now.
and i really like that person alot more than who i was in september - december.
and god. you've all really matured.
not just the freshman, but everyone has taken steps towards change.
little and big. i'm really just proud of the lot of you. and to call you my friends.
and to know that despite drama, he said she said, or whatever else
you've been my year, my memories, and my fun. my support and my heart.
i love you. the lot of you.
i want to see people this summer.
i want BBQs, and phone calls, and man hunt, and pop punk drives, and going to shows, and getting lost, and going to the beach, and just having my family (all of you...yes. ALL of you.) with me for the next two years. because after that, this boy is gone.