its so hard to decide to delete or keep a mother fucking journal ( Read more... )

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so we rearranged again. the table is in the living room and the loveseat in the kitchen. and outside has oranges and pinks and greens and whites now. and theres a little boy in yellow and green goloshes hopping around in the puddles. and spring break has been fun. like, like normal fun. not extroidinary. but normal what i wanted. a restful mind is

your moments of joy have the precision of military strategy.

you construct intricate rituals which allow you to touch the skin of other men

you manias become science

( I realized I only know 1.5 persons. But that's three people )

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well goddamn. i'm fine ( Read more... )

i like my pa's girlfriend.
she's genuinely inquisitive and will keep secrets with me.

what is there to say?
you wouldn't believe me!!

what is there to do?
because because my break starts wednesday
the people the music the parties the books lately...
kinda kinda goad me back into a lull

nunca yo sabía que sería tan feliz si soy tan normal.

siempre hay un tiempo. o...

O. possible no estoy para nada.