well its a new year. a new beginning. ive given up on rachel. ive been chasing after her for something like 5 months and i realized its just not worth the heartache. she was never really there for me except to smoke my bud and whenever she was sad and needed someone to talk to. it didnt matter if there was something wrong with me. she wasnt ever ( Read more... )

hmm lets see. theres a couple new interesting things going on. first off, im trying to quit smoking cigs. ive decided that they eat up too much of my money and although i love them so, i must give them up. i already cut back to half a pack a day. sometimes even less than half a pack. go me. ive also recently starting driving school. its so ( Read more... )

well its been a while since ive updated. what else is new. but i found the need to get shit off my chest and i figured hey what a better place to that than my lj. i guess ill start with whats been on my mind for what seems like an eternity. rachel. i want to be with her so bad but shes never there. last night i called her when she was eating dinner ( Read more... )

ah i havent worked in like a week. its amazing. yesterday i went in but mr. jee already had someone there. so i decided i would pretend i was sick again so i wouldnt have to work. good times. me and jenkins just chilled for a while then rachel came over. everyone had to work at like 4.30 except me. so i was home alone while they were working. the ( Read more... )

bleh. yesterday we had school off. i was planning on trippin but i ended up throwing up and going home. when i woke up i took a shower and rachel called and she came over. i spent like all day with her. it was awesome. except when we stopped at fallston seafood. that shit sucked. i cant stand it when rachel talks to mike. i never know what shes ( Read more... )

summers done and gone. sorry i didnt update at all, but it was a damn good one i must say. i had lots of fun ( Read more... )

last night was bad news bears. it was the last day of school so we all decided that we should go camping and get drunk and what not. like half the people that were going were working including myself. i got off at 9.30 and waited for everyone else to get off. mike and greg finally got off at like 12.30 but i was damn tired and didnt feel like ( Read more... )

wow. its been a damn long time since this has been updated. im not too sure whats happened between now and then. a couple of things have though. my sister graduated on tuesday. she finally made it. im damn proud of that girl. i love her to death. schools almost out for me. only 9 more days of that motherfucker till summer. summer is gonna be ( Read more... )

word. eh nothing too significant has happened. i got grounded for a week for leaving the house twice when i wasnt supposed to. all i did was sleep. it was actually pretty awesome cuz i didnt work all week and i just slept. except on wednesday. i told my dad i was working and went out. yeah i know, im real devious. today i worked and it was so slow ( Read more... )

note to self... update more ( Read more... )