So Michael, the bad bad boy, is annoying me. I have caught him in small lies before-- said stuff, but he didn't seem to catch on that I knew he was lieing to me. He reminds me so much of John in so so so many ways!!! He can be mean like John (which is the worst of it) so today we got into kinda a fight. And he hates me. Oh well. I said mean things ( Read more... )

So I turn on the radio today. To Felicia's station and I hear "You're friend Angie I want to meet her." LOL! Talking about Mardi Gras and my boobies. Oh so funny ( Read more... )

So I sleep a lot, but it feels so good! I never feel as happy as I do when I am sleeping. Isn't that sad? UGH! I am so hating this bought of depression! Makes it go away!!! Um... Michael made me mad! I aske dhim to turn off a movie and he wouldn't. I think what makes me so mad about is the fact even John would have turned it off. John was awful ( Read more... )

Oh I forgot. Bob was good on Valentines day. He got me a picture heart/bear thingy. And he had candles all over his room for the sex. Very sweet and a surprise. I went up for some water came down and fire was everywhere. For all that know him that was odd! He is not the romantic type!!!

I have been so depressed lately! I don't want to do a thing!!! I want to just stay home and "hide". My Step-Mom is in the hospital... Some major surgery... No idea. She will be in there for for a week a week and a half. Daddy was a bit frazzled. I want to not be depressed anymore. She should be okay though. She needs a new vile pack for her liver?

I am sick of being depressed. No idea why either. Nothing is really too fun anymore. All I want to do is sleep. It sucks ass! I wish I knew what to do about the boys! I know what I want, but I can't have what I want. Sucks. I just want to be happy. Where is the happy? I am so damn bitter and unfun lately. It sucks!!!

LOL this is funny!!! Michael text me today saying "Do you rent or own?" "My car?" "No. Your wings you angel." I started literally laugh out loud. Cracks me up ( Read more... )

There is just too much going on right now! I am so stressed all the fucking time! I am getting back from the depression, but I am filled with rage and worry. I fucking HATE it! Emily called and canceled... now I am trying to find something else to do. Fun. I am going over the deep end on nothing. Alot. I don't havea book I need to write a paper for ( Read more... )

I am so pissed right now about how people treat their friends. Jesus people! Expect more!
there are so many bad mean people, but there are also good people.

All of those are true:P ( Read more... )