Deployment Stress

[phenomeneon21]

So I leave Monday for the desert for 4 months.  I'm thoroughly not excited about it...I'm stressed out, depressed, worried, lonely.  I just want to be around people I know right now and I can't.  I'm almost at a lower point right now than I was before I even joined.  I know it's not gonna suck that bad once we get there and get settled in, but

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[nsia]

Aww don't be sad Kyle. I'm sure you're just nervous and it will pass once you get settled like you said. We are all so proud of you here! Remember that. And if you ever want to talk.. you have my number. Or at least you should! Miss you and I hope you feel better soon.

Oh and why do you think I went to Schreiner in the first place? Because I needed a change.. and then I came back and I'm still not happy. But I wouldn't change how things ended up. I think everything happens for a reason and I'm sure I'll find my happiness. I know it. And I know you'll find it too! =) Peace!