Argrrr

[pheonix_servant]

Its driving my insane... i actually had a nightmare because of it... i don't even know who to talk to about it. If i talk to her, she just feels bad and tells me she will stop... but i know she needs to do it, so i keep telling her not to let the fact i don't like it stop her... but i just wish that she didn't want to do it. I wish she would just

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[bria_god]

Although it seems like you need someone to talk to the best person would be her. You could talk to everyone in the world about how you feel and all the questions you have but it won't make a difference until you talk to her about it... Talking to others could help but be careful because she might be hurt that you feel like you can't talk to her, or that you won't talk to her in fear of hurting her. She seems to be completely open with you about her wants why can't you do the same. Yeah you two will dis-agree at some point, but isn't it better than being in a relationship where you're not happy and you're too afraid to talk about something?

If talking doesn't seem to be an option try writing it out... I mean like you did here, but don't do it in such a public spot cuz ya never know what might come out. SO, try the rambling see where it takes you then try figuring out what to say to her after you figure out excatly what/how you feel.

^.^ Yeah I'm annoying...