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[pheonix_torn]

So, first semester is over!  I should be happy, I should be excited, I should be relieved but I'm not.  Right now I actually feel like complete and total crap.  I mean I'm not sick (yet) or didn't fall down and break myself like Christine did today, but I am an emotion wreck and I am so damn sick of it.  All of you who are sick of my whiney, bitchy

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[i_bleed_magenta]

i made it to the end.

nothing i hadn't figured out on my own, but still. i wish i could help...but i know nothing about dating, and god help me i cannot be offering mental health advice.

putting it out there, if you wanna talk blah blah blah.

oh, and go out! it's people you know, it's not like you'll really be alone. whats the worst that could happen?

[pheonix_torn]

thing is now I'm depressed and won't have any fun. kinda like saturday

[i_bleed_magenta]

well...can't be worse than moping in the basment? i don't know

[pheonix_torn]

I'm losing my damn mind dude

[genkaishihan]

I'm so sorry to hear that. I feel the same way, I'm not assertive, and the only way I speak my mind is pretty much over the damn internet. Pretty pathetic, I know. While I haven't experienced college, or anything out of my sheltered little bubble, I'm here if you want to talk, even though you pretty much just met me, yadda yadda.

[pheonix_torn]

thanks :D

[tvnerdgirl]

If it makes you feel any better (which it probably won't but here goes nothing) I haven't had any kind of relationship in five years and have no clue how to interact with people either. And I spend most of my time in the room upstairs not even interacting with the people in this house....and I have no future either. :( So I know how you feel in some respects. How to fix it is anybody's guess. But I feel your pain. I really do.

[bunny_tsukino]

I'm halfway done fourth year and have less of an idea of my future than I did when I started. I don't even enjoy school anymore. nothing interests me I'm just completely lost.

You probably know this, but most people feel this way. Most people I talk to have no clue what they are doing after they are done school, especially arts/humanities students.

As far as the relationship thing goes, all I can say is that as long as you simply try to meet new people, like going out to that history club or other activities, eventually you will meet someone. You won't end up alone! Maybe some councelling is a good idea :)

[melodic_chaos]

I made it to the end
I know how youre feeling, similarly but no not exactly...

all i can really do is tell you how much it meant to me to see you today and as i said, although we aren't spending time together like we have over the last couple years know that the love i have for you is still as evident as its always been

*warm fuzzies for you*

xox
D~