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[philcanfly]

Playing a lion being led to a cage.....

I turn from surreal 
                         to seclusion

From love 
                  to disdain

From belief 
                    to delusion

From a thief 
                   to a beggar

From a GOD
                                              to 
                                                    God 

Comments

[paper_thin13]

explain this to me.

translation:

[philcanfly]

I'm changing from the emotional animal i used to be, into this caged, pacified being.
I'm turning from the surreal world of love to a secluded world of singleness and loneliness.
From the love i used to have, to the delusion of the love i wish i still had.
From a thief (emotionally speaking, taking what i wanted from people) to a begger (taking anything i can emotionally)
From being the only God i knew, to finding a God who can't save me.

It's Dream Theater. My outlook in life, summed up in one badass song.

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me?
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me?
How can I know so many, never really knowing anyone?

If I seem superhuman, I have been...

Misunderstood.

Re: translation:

[paper_thin13]

i wish you didn't have that outlook on life... i want something so much better for you than that...

Re: translation:

[philcanfly]

whats to complain about? i'm content with my life.

and dont you worry baby, you've done so much for me, you of all people don't need to be dissatisfied with my current life.