i am so very overdue for a post, and i am so very overdue on calling all of you, and i'm sorry. i'm trying to get caught up these days
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Hey Phil! Thanks for checking in. I'm in Seattle right now, watching the Ring Cycle, but am heading east soon and we should definitely meet up.
Damn, sounds like you were dealing with the same thing that I was (and still am, sorta). What's up with post-college depression? Very real and very scary shit. Don't have a number of my own yet, but if you can wait a week or so, you can probably catch me at home. Send me an email to jaywalt at gmail and we'll talk more.
I need to come up to Philly to check out grad school possibilities, so...
Jon, I remember when Marta came and visited like 6 months ago and I was feeling all shitty about graduating and going to a shitty grad school and not living up to my potential...bla bla bla, and then Marta says at one point, "you know I just realized, you're the only one of us who has an actual job." She meant of her, me, Ben Shirley-Quirk, and Mike Mastman who were all in the room at the time. It made me realize that the first year of life is hard for everyone...that it just takes a fucking long time to adjust and that it can be depressing at times, but the best thing to do is just take it one day at a time. Anyways...your comment reminded me of that since I've certainly been in a really terrible place up until maybe 2-3 months ago. Oh, and don't sweat Marta's negligence. She called me like a week ago and we talked for a long time, and she was super excited about her new boy but she was also super super excited about you coming to visit and mentioned it several times. You and I both know she's flaky as hell so I wouldn't take
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Totally, Forest. That post was really just me venting. I feel much better now, actually, and things are looking up a bit. Part of it's just getting your mind to the right setting for the experience you're having, y'know? That goes for depression and hanging with Marta both. If you keep thinking "things would be so great if only X," life continues to suck, because X may not ever happen
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I sooo know what you mean about "getting your mind to the right setting for the experience" and actually, I was thinking when I read your post originally how much it reminded me of all my issues with the Marta here who I was dating. She was (believe it or not) even flakier than the Marta you and I know. Like you, I had all these really awsome things planned for us to do and then when it didn't happen, it totally destroyed my expectations and made me really self-conscious. I was really hurt cuz I thought she was avoiding me and then I left this intense message on her voice mail and she called me back and was like, "what the hell are you talking about?! I've just been really busy!"
Yes, come visit me in the "nation's capitol" (ha!) Is your ex-g/f named Valentine or Valentina? One of my closest friends here is named Valentina...it'd be weird if she were your ex-g/f.
the funny thing is that you and i will be seeing each other very soon.
in other big news, my dad just got a new job in denver, and the family will be moving out there in october. so i'll be driving out with my mom and some point and spending a few days there.
so i'll definitely be heading up to boulder and that point, and we can hang out.
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Damn, sounds like you were dealing with the same thing that I was (and still am, sorta). What's up with post-college depression? Very real and very scary shit. Don't have a number of my own yet, but if you can wait a week or so, you can probably catch me at home. Send me an email to jaywalt at gmail and we'll talk more.
I need to come up to Philly to check out grad school possibilities, so...
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Yes, come visit me in the "nation's capitol" (ha!) Is your ex-g/f named Valentine or Valentina? One of my closest friends here is named Valentina...it'd be weird if she were your ex-g/f.
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in other big news, my dad just got a new job in denver, and the family will be moving out there in october. so i'll be driving out with my mom and some point and spending a few days there.
so i'll definitely be heading up to boulder and that point, and we can hang out.
are you going to introduce me to ken?
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