1. Stay in chicago and try to get my shit together ( Read more... )

well i lied, i am burnt out on everything, i hate who i am, i don't understand girls, i over react to stuff now, i feel scared more often than not, i never know what to do about stuff because i am scared of the outcome, i am in love and i feel like i am a weak person for it...not weak like wow i am in love now what, but more like i hope i don't ( Read more... )

Life is fuckin weird...when you are younger certain events and people seem to just pop in and out of your life, most times without even recognizing the impact. I am lucky to have many amazing people for friends and so many good times have been shared with them it makes my heart hurt. It is kinda scary to think about it but i have known jon for ( Read more... )

Life is fuckin weird...when you are younger certain events and people seem to just pop in and out of your life, most times without even recognizing the impact. I am lucky to have many amazing people for friends and so many good times have been shared with them it makes my heart hurt. It is kinda scary to think about it but i have known jon for ( Read more... )

Life is fuckin weird...when you are younger certain events and people seem to just pop in and out of your life, most times without even recognizing the impact. I am lucky to have many amazing people for friends and so many good times have been shared with them it makes my heart hurt. It is kinda scary to think about it but i have known jon for ( Read more... )

i am fuckin bored as hell, i miss my friends and michigan. Lately i have been thinking about moving back to michigan, but i can't find any schools i wanna goto besides ccs (which is pretty expensive i hear). Anyways, i love chicago, but it's getting old very fast. I am affraid however that if i do come back to michigan and am not happy there ( Read more... )

well the grayson ep is done and that is a relief, i was tired as hell after doing it. I think it is gonna sound really good and i can't wait to start playing shows. Other than that not much is new, i miss my friends in michigan a lot like always, they are the fuckin best and not being able to see them makes me sad. I am gonna try to come home ( Read more... )

1.WHAT'S THE STORY BEHIND YOUR USERNAME ( Read more... )

I have soooo much shit to do it sucks, i am gonna be pissed if i get screwed in the end of all this. Today was fun, i went o the casket lottery show and hung out. I got a few thing on my list done, but i still have a shit load to do. I am also kind of nervous about not practcing with grayson but once for the show thursday...i am sure i will be ( Read more... )

I am sick of people (except my friends)...just yeah fuck people. I went to the owls show tonight too...maserati was fuckin awesome and the owls were whatever, but fuck allllll the kids at that show. chicago has no scence and the kids here for the most part are fuckin dumbass followers from what i have seen. I am in a good mood really, but i came ( Read more... )