what now?

[philit]

Guess the best course of action is to become a monk. Then noone can say I have treated anyone wrong, taken advantage of them, or just was an all out incencitive pr***. Honesty shall never prevail with people who choose to only hear what they want.

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sorry for delay

[philit]

Well now that I am refered to as the understated mess, self centered, in love with money and all that jazz. I was intrigued by Krista and that is why I gave it a shot. She progressed the relationship a little faster than I would have wanted. When she told me she loved me the first time I told her of my inhibitions. I have been completely honest with her from the beginning, she choose to ignore what I was saying. Yes we did have fun together and I do care about her. The match just wasnt right. She needs to finish school, I am ready to marry and have children. I refuse to let that stop her process of furthering herself. She later tells me she doesnt care about school and would rather not be there. That further makes me feel I made the right decision. Yes I am career orientated and it is not because I love money. I have lived in poverty and I refuse to let my family go through the hardships that I had to. That is why my career is of importance to me. I guess that might be construed as selfish. If I had fallen in love with

[river_of_blood]

Intrigued, huh? It's storytime!!: Boy meets girl...boy likes girl...girl laughs at idea of dating boy, but dates him anyway...girl ends up liking boy...but boy loses interest...girl is screwed over...the end.

You want honesty?, here it is: initially, you wanted me more than I wanted you...funny how as time progressed, roles reversed...then again, it always happens that way. There has only been one of my exs in which I took the initial interest...Jeremy...of course that didn't turn out fucking differently.

Looking back, I should have never let you touch me...and the same goes for James*...I fucking quit.

Still want my friendship?!?!?! Told you I like to sabotage my chances...

*As you can tell, I'm in a fucking great mood...I'll let you figure out why.

[philit]

Well I have come to the conclusion that at some point hopefully you will grow up. Everything in your life is so horrible(heavy sarcasm). You are an intelligent woman, use it and stop playing the whoa is me garbage. You have the opportunity to enjoy life. No person will be able to give that to you. You have succesfully irritated me with this crap. Krista I wish you the best in life, I would love nothing more than to see you happy. Unfortunately I am unable to provide that happiness because you do not want it.