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today...
...we had an ultrasound. It's week 20, and time to do such a thing. We went to Roxboro hospital witch is an utter disaster of a facility, but it's hard to fuck up an ultrasound..... really ( Read more... ) -
married?
I spoke to my grandmother the other night. She's amazingly supportive, has been truly working on pronouns, calls me her grandson and is generally a wonderful woman. THAT SAID:
she hit me the other night with the following:
- when are you and erin going to get married?
- she's giving you a baby, when are you going to buy her a diamond?
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belly picture
belly week 17.
I think we might be getting to be visible..... alittle.
belly behind cut
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arrived
ok, so I think I have done it. I think I may have officially completed my transition......
a patient of mine told me today I look like Nick Lachey.
Jesus Christ.
This was a source of laughter and eye rolling for me and erin for about 4 hours last night. feel free to join in.
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nights and days
The dog. She is sick. I am sort of stuck. Alix is only 5, she is crazy and super active. About 4 months ago she started with a drippy nose- one side, gross but just basically drippy. It progress one day into a nose bleed that landed us at UPENN's animal hospital. Lot's of money and tests later we ruled out the scary stuff (awaiting final ( Read more... ) -
busy
So life here is busy---- seriously busy. I feel good. I am in a place where I am actually awaiting for something bad to happen, cause right now things are just too smooth for me
Erin is good. She is in her 7th week now and other then feeling exhausted and sort of nauseous all the time, she is good. We had another US last week, and the little black ( Read more... ) -
2 sides
There are 2 really distinct side to me right now.... both conflicted and battling for caffeine and other forms of energy.
first- there is an intense end of life battle happening here at work and I am The Nurse in it. It is days like today, now living as male, I am so grateful to be able to be the distant and removed-emotionally-guy-nurse. It makes ( Read more... ) -
PISSED
I am so fucking pissed.... seriously pissed. Likely because I am on my 3rd 12 hour night, and that fucks with my mood in indescribable ways but I need to rant.
So everyone here at work, they know all about the tran- stuff with me, they have since FUCKING JAN!!!!! People seem to be moving along, once in a great while (still) there is a fuck up ( Read more... ) -
60 days post op
so it has been 2 months. I started back to the gym for real today and it felt good. I am feeling pretty self conscious about scars, and contour lately. I don't know why it all of a sudden seems like I am looking very closely at my chest, but it does.
All in all things are healing well. Not too much sensation yet. It is patchy over my entire ( Read more... )
