The world is changing around me and I don't know what to do. Eveything is so drastic. I feel one wrong decision could send me falling down Alice's rabbit hole. (Damn I wish I was Lewis Carrol!) I think this is normal collge anxiety but it scares the crap out of me ( Read more... )

hi...i'm at kristen's house, surbhi's drawing Herr but it kind of sounds like "hair". Holy crap...I'm writing my lj from like four feet away. Kristen has a wireless keyboard. I'm so excited ( Read more... )

I forgot...There was a cute baby at the party. I held him for like an hour. I love babies and I want one. Not to have...just to hold when they're tired and don't move much. today my arms hurt...pathetic really.

Oh yea, got lost coming home too...took the wrong exit. Uncle Pete's friend was making fun of me. Whatever...you have to have a sense of

Hey Chicos ( Read more... )

Yesterday Allison and I hung out with new people!! We had a lot of fun. Pizza, parking, pool. (A little alliteration!) Typical teen movie plot. Allison and Alex took like a milion pictures. It's funny how different people act around new faces. Nervous people freak me out. We should do it again guys. Oh yea, I've decided to tell Rachel not to cut ( Read more... )

"I have declared war on my family"--direct quote from Ashley. I don't know why she's so upset, but I sure as hell know why I'm angry! I have come to the conclusion that I don't hate anyone individually in my family...only the family as a whole. I can have a decent conversation with anyone in my family individually...but once you put them all ( Read more... )

They say that you learn something new everyday. Well, today I learned many things ( Read more... )

This is for all who smoke cigarettes!...I just don't undarstand it...you're not even getting high off of them!!If you're going to smoke something, don't make it something that won't even get you high!!...just a thought ( Read more... )

My week started out by my arguing with my mother and being pissed off at my uncle. I went to this thing at Youth Group (yes, surprisingly I attend church!) where someone came in to talk to us about drug addiction. Every time I go to one of these things my mom feels the sudden urge to have a "mother-daughter" talk...and every time she asks me which ( Read more... )