last night, got drunk, and went home at 9, and i couldnt just go to sleep because then my parents would get suspicious. so tonight, the same thing happened, except i got home at 8. I just woke up for some reason, i used to sleep well when i got drunk, now i sleep like shit, i always find myself waking up, and i dont like it. today i am 18 days ( Read more... )

i just finished my first 2 days at CEP (community education program) and it sucks ass. The school is comprised of a bunch of wannabe gangsters, and wannabe drug dealers. i have almost got in a fight with the same wigger both days, and im already sick of the school. Everybody thinks there badasses, and it pisses me off that i have to share a ( Read more... )

today is a milestone for me, i have gone 1 week sober. for most people that isnt saying much, but i dont think i have gone 1 week sober since i was a sophmore. i walk around constantly with my chest burning and my fingers cold. The stress is unbearable. i am finding that i am better at skating when im sober, but its not as fun. this is the way ( Read more... )

M&M.....success......leave the avarice out of this unit, and we will be unstoppable.

my mom just walked in and saw what i typed so i deleted it, and i dont feel like retyping it, i got to drunk and fell asleep 3 times on the way home, and it scares the shit out of me when i think about it now.

last night i didnt end uo getting home till about 3:00am. this is 3 days straight where i left my house ate 8:20am for school and never came home again the whole day untill at least 2:00am. so i have been at my house for a totla of 16 hours over three days (thats counting the amount of hours i slept in the house). i didnt have enough time to finish ( Read more... )

today i went to school, well most of it. after school i went to work, after work i went over to my co-workers apartment and hanged out there for a little longer than i anticipated, i need to get home before 1:30am this is starting to wear me down. i cant wait till the hangover in the morning :(.

jane

Stone Temple Pilots, a blunt of dro, and a lawn chair. Hopefully this dream comes true

i passed my drug test today, so i got my car back, and i am plan on staying sober.