shush- its all about loving what you are- yes working, yes getting money through sucky jobs, but enjoying the little things, the people, the little time you may still have and stuff... um, more idears and conversation to come- most definate tortilla soup to come- sometime for lunch, soon, ok?
but you have to remember j---when you were this other person, you werent content, because you didnt have love, which you now have 10-fold. ...and within love, anything is possible.
say the word and i will try to work my magic with the dean baby....her hubby LOVES me...just ask tone-def.
You do not suck at being alive. You know this. You're just trying to do a lot of stuff now and since you're doing it a bit later in your life, it's bound to be hard. There is no way around this. I guess it's kind of an initiation into Real Life, as crappy as it is. But everyone goes through it. And it eventually lessens up. Sure, you'll still have some hard spots here and there, but that's to be expected. That's life. But this is the hardest part. This is what forces you into adulthood and makes you realize what is important and how to survive.
And I agree with Cheryl in that yes, you may have to get a sucky job, but it will be the moments outside of the job that will count. I have tried to tell you this before. The moments with loved ones are what keep you happy. The time you spend on your interests is what keeps you happy. And then eventually, after you get out of school, you will hopefully be able to teach or do something else you actually enjoy or at least tolerate more. The two upcoming years you will spend doing
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i've sort of drastically reframed my vision of my place in this world (which begins by actually seeing myself as in it in the first place [instead of against it]), and suddenly i am very small.
We are all very small when it comes down to it. This time in our lives (the years just before, during and after college) is one of confusion and uncertainty. There is absolutely no shame in not having it all figured out. This is when we're supposed to flounder about for a bit and say "What am I doing?"
I say this because I know that it helps me to remember, when I'm feeling very against the world, that there are so many other people in similar positions to mine. So many others who aren't sure and who feel like things are never going to work out.
You're definitely not alone in this. Keep that in mind. We gots yo' back.
You're a beautiful person with a beautiful mind and a beautiful heart. do you know what that means? It means that you have the ability to be happy. really happy. not everybody has this option. but heres the catch: you must not let your dreams get in the way of your success, but let them motivate it. You're thinking it's impossible. It is not impossible. If anyone can do it, you can. And with the support of Amanda, your success is inevitable. Happiness is inevitable. You'll get there, I promise. And you wont regret anything in the end.
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say the word and i will try to work my magic with the dean baby....her hubby LOVES me...just ask tone-def.
::major huggles::
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You do not suck at being alive. You know this. You're just trying to do a lot of stuff now and since you're doing it a bit later in your life, it's bound to be hard. There is no way around this. I guess it's kind of an initiation into Real Life, as crappy as it is. But everyone goes through it. And it eventually lessens up. Sure, you'll still have some hard spots here and there, but that's to be expected. That's life. But this is the hardest part. This is what forces you into adulthood and makes you realize what is important and how to survive.
And I agree with Cheryl in that yes, you may have to get a sucky job, but it will be the moments outside of the job that will count. I have tried to tell you this before. The moments with loved ones are what keep you happy. The time you spend on your interests is what keeps you happy. And then eventually, after you get out of school, you will hopefully be able to teach or do something else you actually enjoy or at least tolerate more. The two upcoming years you will spend doing ( ... )
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We are all very small when it comes down to it. This time in our lives (the years just before, during and after college) is one of confusion and uncertainty. There is absolutely no shame in not having it all figured out. This is when we're supposed to flounder about for a bit and say "What am I doing?"
I say this because I know that it helps me to remember, when I'm feeling very against the world, that there are so many other people in similar positions to mine. So many others who aren't sure and who feel like things are never going to work out.
You're definitely not alone in this. Keep that in mind. We gots yo' back.
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It means that you have the ability to be happy. really happy.
not everybody has this option.
but heres the catch: you must not let your dreams get in the way of your success, but let them motivate it.
You're thinking it's impossible.
It is not impossible. If anyone can do it, you can. And with the support of Amanda, your success is inevitable.
Happiness is inevitable.
You'll get there, I promise. And you wont regret anything in the end.
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