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Aug 24, 2006 23:13

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anonymous August 25 2006, 03:33:06 UTC

I hate cast parties.

anonymous August 25 2006, 03:37:59 UTC

Same.

anonymous August 26 2006, 02:51:10 UTC

Same. But still... I go.
I have a horrible time. But I go.

anonymous August 25 2006, 03:37:02 UTC

I think you're really attractive.

philosophyguy August 25 2006, 13:49:50 UTC

You're crazy.

anonymous August 25 2006, 03:44:20 UTC

You were there for me when nobody else was during one of the worst nights of my life. I'll never forget that. I wish everyone had your heart...maybe then I wouldn't hate so many people :-)

anonymous August 25 2006, 03:56:23 UTC

I spend most nights trying to talk myself out of suicide, or writhing in my bed in the throes of a panic attack at the point where the nausea is overwhelming and I feel like the pain in my abdomen alone might kill me.

I don't know what to do about it.
I've tried every damn thing on the planet, and I just have no idea what to do about it.

I'm too old for this shit.

I don't actually want to die. So where the hell do these ideas come from?

I'm terrified and I'm in a prison and I am alone.
I am so, so deathly afraid that I will never get better.

anonymous August 25 2006, 04:28:31 UTC

I almost sincerely believe I am the cruelest person I know.

One of my deepest fears is that anyone else will learn that.