i havent had a kind smoke in 16 days...this might be the longest time since i was in the army

so today i woke up and took my daughter to church...(i really dont care to go but she asked me to) so when we got home she gave me my first fathersday gift and it was a grateful dead shirt that said grateful dad with a dancing bear on it...i was completely shocked because she always makes fun of my music...so it was a very nice gift on her behalf ( Read more... )

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!

well after nearly 16 years of living in germany, i have moved back to the states...i live in FT. Wayne which is about 2 hours away from Indianapolis...life here compared to europe is pretty boring...except for the fact i met my 13 year old daughter , the last time i saw her she was only 5 months old...but we are always together right now. she dont ( Read more... )

all i want is to say thank you babay how sweet it is to be loved by you!!!! you know who!!!

life sucks get a helmet but i just want to die right now...my love of my life who i haved lived with for the last 5 years just threw out everything i own clothes all of my music 5000 hours of dead and phish and others and i just want to take a gun and kill myself i am 35 and i have no idea what i am going to do...i live in a foreign country and ( Read more... )

cubs win

hey kids how is everyone doing out there? most of you should be on tour but alas I am still here in germany...not so bad though...it sucks that I will not be one of the kids going to the last phish tour and show but i have seen 65++?? shows so i am not going to complain...it wouldnt do any good anyway..so sunday was my b-day and i have to tell ya ( Read more... )

what a sad day to find out this summer is the last of phish!

what a great day here in Germany it is so nice out here right now, i am going to go 420 and cut the grass...then i am going to call a friend and go golfing...yay
talk to ya later kiddies