I am so stressed right now I could scream, I really need a long walk and some time away from here, I can't take this stressful living here, I am going to get sick again I can feel it. My nephew takes my things without asking me and that just pisses me off, I wouldn't have minded if he would have asked me but he didn't and I really don't like that ( Read more... )

Well I am all done packong, now all that has to be done is birng all my stuff here on Tuesday then it will be all done. I am so glad that the packing is over, I am so sore all over, from lefting heavy boxes. I am glad to be out of Ianio, and living with my sister, so now maybe I can get better with my eating, I am sure I will, my sisters make me ( Read more... )

I am leaving tomorrow for a hole week of packing, I am so not looking forwared to it but it must be done, I will be there a hole week alone packing. It wouldn't be so bad if I had some help, but my friends how said they would help might not be able to help me now. So I guess I have to do it on my own, I don't have a phone, or wont have my computer ( Read more... )

Well at te end of this month I have to go back to my old home and pack all my stuff, but the thing is I have no place to live, it's so frustrating, when you have to move, and no where to go. It just pisses me off I could have stayed there, but my family are afraid if I lived alone that I would never eat again, wish they are probaile right, in some ( Read more... )

I so vary stressed out right now. Dose any one know a good way to get stress back down? I could really use some help before I do something stupid. All I want to do is stop eating, and to tell you the truth I really don't care if I do or not at this point.

I somtimes wonder what is going to happen in my life, or if snything good can become of my life. My life seems so messed up right now, I just get really sick of ir somtimes. It's hard to explain it. I have only told a few people what all has happened and I blame myself for it all, even though they all have told me ut's not, but I can't stop blaming ( Read more... )

I like staying with my sister, but the only thing I don't like about it is I don't have my own room. It's really hard to get dressed in the bathroom in this house because my nephews, and my brother in law have a hard time of knocking they just walk in on you, and I really don't like it when they do that, it just isn't right that do that. I mean at ( Read more... )

Well I am here at my sister's house so now I will get better.

Hi all so sorry I haven't been on for a long time. I have been sick and in the hospital for not eating much, I just got too weak and couldn't eat with out help, I was eating for a while but then two of my best friends killed themselfs and I got really really depresed and had no will to eat, I guess I was trying to kill myself too. I am ding better ( Read more... )

I am feeling so stressed right now, I really need to go on a walk and try to calm myself down, but I can't it's too late to walk, pluse I don't like to be out late at night, it freakes me out ( Read more... )