me and the Qmaster worked 11-4.... went home got ready picked up Sarah and Jeff from ODU. ALEX YOU SO SHOULD HAVE CAME! and then went to the norva. late as usual. Letter Kills.. i was hoping for an awesome show since they "rock my socks" but they did shitty... i was so upset. then we met up with Shawn, Pam and Christin. they were all super drunk so ( Read more... )

well i voted today. it rocked. LoL. almost everyone i know voted. that rocks even more!

well i feel crappy, really crappy. this sucks so bad. I WANNA GET BETTER!

im getting my hair cut 2mar. so im excited. then i just gotta die it agian. and it will be way cute.

Halloween was awesome. even though i wore that damn costume three nights in a row and ( Read more... )

could i be any more pissed off!
no! i dont think so. Sean you suck! i can not belive you would treat Nick like that. ASSHOLE! home my nasty phone call put you in your place. maybe you will have some remorse! "this is bull crap" bull crap my ass.

and i got stood up tonight.

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LORD! i am a poor bitch. i have no money at all! *grunt* guess thats what i get for not working... and sitting on my ass.

The Barn is going to be ready on Dec.1st. tell me how excited i am. EEEEEE this is my darling! Anja a 4 year old mare... shes a Frisian... less than 500 in the US.  shes the best!!! isnt she wonderful!!


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i was gonna sit here and vent about everything and everyone... but im not going to. i dont think im going. i dont think im gonna write in this gay ass journal thingy. i dont need to put my bissness out for everyone to read.  so this is probally my last journal entry.

i finally feel as if im back in the "loop" the loop of what? i dunno. but it feels wonderful. things are starting to get better. better than i had ever imagined. I'm leaving monday to go to the wondeful state of Arkansas. whoo hoo. i miss grandparents.

Halloween is coming soon... my favorite Holiday. maybe i can go out. since my birthday was the ( Read more... )

la la la la.....

just finished watching... Johnsans Family Vacation... it was okay i guess. it was cute.

4 of us had to hold Willow down to give her, her pills and i got swiped in the face! so i got a few little bo-bos on my nose and lips. Scamper has to go get de-wormed and de-clawed the little snot! hes prolly got a tape worm from all the ( Read more... )

okay well im back in the burg... for like 2 days. i am feeling a little bit better. but im still not %100 coming back to the burg just kinda brings everything flooding back though. im leaving again 2mar and who knows when i will be back this time. *grunt*

it finally got to me, and caved, i had a nervouse breakdown. im not even 20 yet. im going away for a long time. the farm will do me good. i dunno when my life became such a deep dark place.

so there will be no updates for a while.