What the Hell is Wrong With Me?

[phoame]

So, I haven't written on here in, oh... a year. The ads were getting to be too much and I was mostly on FB anyway so I just stopped popping on here. Over the last year lots has happened, but I've found myself feeling fairly isolated from the people that really matter to me. I happened to pop on here out of sheer curiosity RE: the people I used to

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[goslinggirl]

Happy birthday!!!

[irismoonlight]

*waves*

Happy birthday, girl.

I don't think it's too surprising that you're drained, girl. How about being a little worn out from changes? You moved, with all that entails; you're negotiating the risky waters of going back to school while working, with all the mental and emotional turmoil that can raise; you underwent major surgery; you're working two jobs; your father underwent surgery -- do you know where that puts you on the stress scale?

From what I can see (which is admittedly not a lot) you've not allowed yourself a whole lot of decompression time. Hermit-like might be good, as long as you're hermit-like in a way that renews and refills your heart and soul. Wallowing in self-flagellation is not good. Wallowing in kitty toys and embroidery and books you enjoy reading can be kinda fun.

Do you know what replenishes your core/heart/center?

[gargoyal3]

Hiya Phoebe

hugs, as always

[ermine_rat]

It sounds like you need some balance between your public excursions, and your desire to stay home honing your brooding skills.