my horoscope for today:

"Although it may be time to start anew with respect to love, you don't necessarily need to leave a current relationship that is healthy. Instead, infuse your current passions into it, adding depth to what you already have."

WTF man!  i dont want to listen to this.  why are they so on with whats happening in my life. its ( Read more... )

hahahahhahaa.... my horoscope told me to write in a journal today!

so i am. they are always so right. 
im lonely and decided that drinking by myself is fun while at home.
ooooooooh FUN! 5 pm drinks... awesome.

new dashboard is on my computer.     : )

its been too long for me to be completely unhappy with my life.
things need to change now. right now.

i feel like im holding on to something that isnt there anymore ( Read more... )

i feel like i can't trust anyone in my life.  i have to question everyone's motivation.

fuckshitassbitchballsdick.

camp can shove it right now too.

fuckin goodnite.

my brother and i are such dorks.  he bought guitar hero just now. hilarious good times.

first day of camp tomorrow!  god i hope my kids like me.

nervousness!!!!!

i love you  

life is full of choices.
i am bad at decisions between them.

i am really worried i am putting my whole heart and soul into you and in the end i'll feel robbed.
i am going to be there for you.

so the only reason i seem to ever use this is to tell what small group of friends in the livejournal community about new songs from my band.  if youre tired of those, as i am, skip this entry now.  but if youre sincerely interested, i wrote and recorded a new song all in one afternoon.  i was in the worse mood when i wrote it.  it truely reminded ( Read more... )

...so that we can learn to pick ourselves up.

NEW SHOREHAM ROUGH DEMO OUT TONITE!

PLEASE PLEASE LISTEN!

it is possible that i am the worlds biggest sucker.