Me and Bill watched Patch Adams last night. That is an awesome movie. See "that" is the kind of doctor I want to be. i feel a lot less stressed after last night.

I'm in the same place as last year. My life revolves around getting into medical school. Sometimes I wonder if it's worth the fact that it's sucking my soul out of my body. I really really really do hate UAB. I came back because I didn't find any other place that fit me any better. It is however very frustrating when none of your advisors...yes, I ( Read more... )

So...tests I've gotten back this week ( Read more... )

Ok, here's what I want.

*To go to parties
*To have friends to hang out with
*To get drunk
*To live a little.

Now. Where do I need to go to do all of that?

Tests. Tests. Tests. Tests. Tests. Tests. Tests. After a while they all resemble Testes. How fitting, cuz let me tell ya. They certainly suck balls.

So, last night definitely got worse. I went to the video store to get a dvd and just try to mellow out and relax. Well, the guy didn't give me my debit card back. I realize this when I get to my apartment...so I go back. Dude swears up and down he doesn't have it. This is a long drawn out ordeal where i really want to ring his neck, but whatever. I ( Read more... )

I'm so fuckin tired. But at least I am more settled on things. I am cutting my hours at work dramatically in order to study, and I really hope I can pull my grades up. I made a 103 on my history exam. Pretty sweet huh? Anyway, I am going to keep my history major, because it's just the best idea. And I am considering going ahead and getting a degree ( Read more... )

Oh my Damn. My parents are so crazy. They are wanting me to transfer...again. What the fuck is up with that? Gah. The sad thing is I'm half a step away from obliging them. I'm happy living by myself...but at the same time, I'm realizing that just because you want to fit somewhere doesn't mean you do. But I don't want to move anymore and I don't ( Read more... )

What do you do when you're just so over everything in your life that ever meant anything? Good question. What the hell do I do now. I cutting my hours at work in half. And I'm just going to stay in and study. I'm so tired of everything else. Grrrrrrrrrr.

I got a 52 on my Organic Chemistry test. Ironically that was pretty much the class average. I feel dead inside. Just dead ( Read more... )