On broken wings I'm falling

[phoenix_the_god]

i just don't know why.
why my head hearts, why my eyes hurts, why i can do anything, why i'm so disabled, why everything seems like a big pile of shit.
and like, it's vacation, it supposed to be fun and all, then why it dosen't?
and not knowing, is worse then knowing everything.
i don't know even about the aliot anymore

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[be_not_afraid]

wow. I'm really sorry you're feeling so bad. I wish there was something I could do or say to make you feel better. Are you sick, or is it something else?
I hope things get better for you soon.
What are aliot? doesn't aliyah mean to go up?

[phoenix_the_god]

yeah.. it's the history material for bagrut.