Comments | phonebooth: eternal optimist.

phonebooth

eternal optimist.

Jul 06, 2005 23:37

in the past weeks, it's become increasingly apparent to me that i may have consumed one too many mind altering substances during the last few years of my life ( Read more... )

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vehicularhmicid July 7 2005, 08:47:50 UTC

Just cry and scream.
It makes life seem just a little bit better.

Just don't go cutting heads off while you're sober.
And at least come play baseball if this July 16th game works out.

phonebooth July 7 2005, 09:14:40 UTC

the first thing i pictured after reading, "Just cry and scream." (before i finished the comment) was me sitting in front of my window, sober as a fucking doornail, screaming, "WHY DO I JUST WANT TO CUT EVERYONE'S HEAD OFF!!!"

did i ever mention i hate you?

i'm not avoiding everyone, really. mostly just situations where i know there will be an abundance of tempting little treats. that, and oh i don't know, idiotic females.

but i'm ALWAYS down for a game of baseball.

nova_starr July 7 2005, 09:27:46 UTC

I, for one, am looking forward to seeing some more of you.

basement_rock July 7 2005, 17:13:20 UTC

i'd wondered where you'd gotten to. i have to say, your posts are some of the more (well, MOST) interesting on my list. so, yay! i'm glad you're back.

pronaerian July 7 2005, 21:22:34 UTC

good news, if it doesnt go away, you might have the same kind of schizophrenia i have. then we can have all kinds of exciting talks about the current [false] state of reality.

but youll probably be fine.

phonebooth July 8 2005, 03:24:06 UTC

i thank the lord heyzeus kristof every night that i will never, EVER, be as insane as you, my child.

tongueofcass July 8 2005, 05:45:28 UTC

ditto.

euphoric July 12 2005, 03:50:52 UTC

Wow that must be a really scary thing not really feeling sober or that things are "real" anymore. Like being stuck in a lucid dream. Hope things get better for you Coid.

phonebooth July 12 2005, 04:33:57 UTC

yeah, that's why i've been on a break.

and, what do you know, it's actually working.

euphoric July 12 2005, 05:38:53 UTC

Well I'm glad it's working. I guess that's why I only smoke like on weekends now as opposed to every day. I haven't done any real drug in years. Though Jake and I are maybe gonna do some shrooms soon. That's still in question though. I don't know if I'm ready for all that mess again. My last trip was not fun and I have to get out of the mindset that that is going to happen again.