this is not a pity party. this is a motherfucking slap in the face.

[phonebooth]

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Comments

[lateralus]

Hi.. :\ I'm sorry.

[phonebooth]

i didn't know you were still around. i hope shit's going okay with you. maybe i'll IM you one of these days when i feel like i have something worthwhile to waste your time with. :\

[_glurch]

My advice, if you need/want some from someone who was in almost the same rut:

It's great you're ready to make some changes, but the hardest part is keeping up with the changes.

I'd get gungho about making a change for a week or so and I'm back in the same old shit the next. The longest I've went on a positive altering on my life was for a month and a half. After that I was back into the same old habits.

I've been doing good now. Maintenance is definitely a lot harder than the initial process to change. Don't get complacent.

[phonebooth]

i also know from experience that this is going to be a problem. but it's one i'm prepared to accept because this is something that i really, honestly need to do. that's why it's so good that i've realized that i don't HAVE to do it alone. there ARE people willing to help motivate me and keep me in line, and thank fucking god for them.

<3 twin. i appreciate the advice.

[pronaerian]

just remember this if you dont remember anything else ive ever told you

hey

[anonymous]

well, this is kaer, and i was just wondering, being as no one wants to give me your number so i can just call you like a civilized person, if you could VERY soon, drop my bottle of kahlua off at christina's or chris's where i could retrieve it. if the original fifth no longer exists for one reason or another, a replacement fifth or 18 dollars would suffice. sometime soon. it has been a week since the mix-up, and i would like for it to be rectified before this, too, turns into "one of those big dramas".

kaer

[euphoric]

Hmm you are pouring your heart out over some serious issues and this fuckhead up there is worried about you giving him back some Kahlua. How sad. Anyway Coid I hope things turn around for you, even though we like never talk anymore I still think about you and worry about you and yeah even care about you.

TATE IS HERE

[euphoric]

I mean really what you subsist off of? isnt it money? isnt that what you work for? so you know kahluah costs money, and not a little bit of it like a t-shirt or whatever. It costs real money that someone worked for, and your not that person and they would like the object that they have had removed from them replaced. Now honestly what if I came to your house and wheeled out your entire fridge on a dolly? Would you want that replaced?

Re: TATE IS HERE

[euphoric]

A refridgerator does not cost as much as Kahluah. I could understand clothes or shoes or something that was a necessity. It's alcohol and if I were in the same situation that Codi is in and you were being an asshole to me about some alcohol, fuck you, I wouldn't give it back. You at least could have showed some concern for her or something.