This journal is gone, I'm only keeping it as a timeline. Therefore I removed all friends and I'm sure all you kids will get around and remove me, I don't care if you do or not I'm not going to be one of those people. But, I really am never going to use this journal again unless something happens to my other one. bye kids <3

Alright, well kids I got a new journal. Add it at your own will.

imposture

Dear love ( Read more... )

I have DSL at my apartment now! yay.

I'm home. & I have a phone line at my apartment now. The number is 326-6119. For all of you who can't put 2&2 together, the area code is still (570). This first week sucked. I learned a lot, I froze, and, oh, I'm going through lack of a certain boy. I'm such a girl. [vomit].

what do you believe in. And was it worth it?
just tell me it was and i'll never say a word.

after vanity's heart was broken by humility. we all sort of drifted apart with reasoning. malice teamed up with revenge to produce pain, but they are all synonyms so their agenda was lost. nostalgia and the past couldn't bare rememberence so they both smothered themselves in the future. the past and present felt remorse for heartache but salvage ( Read more... )

because even when you're there, you're never really there.
because even when you're here, you're never really here.

I hate change, I really hate it. I hate all sorts of reflecting upon the past. Good and bad. I use to think good memories where a solid thing to have. But now, I do not think so at all. It just makes me miss and long for more. I hate subtext. I hate nonchalant atmospheres because I can't operate well when others act the same as I do, I have nothing ( Read more... )

We'll spend the first twenty years of our life going through all the emotions. By the time we are adults we will have mastered how to cope and move on. I've lost my way before. You can do it, you can live. She has scars on her wrists and arms. Maybe she thought the deeper the cut the more pain she released. She found out it only left an imprint ( Read more... )