two seconds later...phonicsu2January 24 2005, 08:34:51 UTC
well i texted her... and i said... i should have known not to believe you back then... have a nice life.... i'll fill in the reactions i get if i get any... i'm sure just saying that puts a wrench in her side... i wish i could fuckin say it to her face but she ran away from life.. and moved in with some sorry bastard in texas... god i'm so happy i didn't stay with her... i helped her so much when she found out her dad was cheating on her mom.. her whole life went down the drain.. but who was there to help her.. me... fuck being a nice guy...
o god, this whole situation totally sucks dan. i'm so sorry to hear about it. but i can relate with the whole trust issue. once you've been betrayed by someone that you loved and cared for and trusted with everything that you have, it's so hard to ever instill that trust in someone again. but like you said - that 6th sense of yours was working, so at least you know you can trust that. lucky for me, i have that too - and it sounds weird, but it actually helps. XOXO
yeah thnx jamie... i talked to heather last night.. had a little text battle.. she still totally denies it and says it's just people talking shit.. but everything was laid out so perfectly... and she was tryin to tell me that the truth of it all is that she always loved me and never wanted to let go.. and she'd do anything to be with me.. ya di ya di ya... i still can't believe it though... it just seems so true... i mean when i was goin through our break up i really thought something was up... tha last couple months of the relationship was dry.. she talked about this kid all the time ... never wanted to do anything physically i mean.. wouldn't you believe it too? it's just too much to just say ok i guess it's just me.. and the people telling me are just lying... i dunno way too ironic...
well, fortunately for you, this mistrusting, sketchy girl is out of your life... and even better for you, you've found a new love, who seems wonderfully sweet! so, the past is the past.. you won't forget, but there's no reason to dwell on it anymore now. she's out of your life, and you don't need her. you're much better off without her, and i'm sure you know that already. she doesn't deserve someone as caring and generous as you anyhow. :)
i hope this finds you wellpumagrrl84January 26 2005, 06:23:55 UTC
People like that aren't worth your time.....you learned a lesson from it.....I'd say i know what it's like but nothing i've been through has been like that...some people are there to teach you something and the hardest thing to realize abt someone you care abt is the truth I'm coming to see just that in a few folks i know...it's hard but you have to face it...if she didn't see how much you cared for her it's her loss...this is really long therefore i must stop
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