Miles away... And I wish this didn't mean so much to me.

i don't know why we all hang onto something
we know we're better off letting go.
it's like we're scared to lose what we don't even really have.
some of us say we'd rather have that something
than absolutely nothing but the truth is,
"to have it halfway is harder than not having it at all."

OSU orientation yesterday.

I am literally over everything. Everyone and everything.

Never take friendship personal.

I have not wanted to do anything lately besides stay in bed and waste my days away.

Can I just say one more thing?
I'm not gonna say ya know, there's plenty more fish in the sea
I'm not gonna say if you love her let her go
And I'm not gonna bombard you with cliches
But what I will say is this:
It's not the end of the world

I really don't know how to feel right now. I'm confused ( Read more... )

Yep, you were right. It IS very hollowing. I've carved out nearly every piece of myself and given each one away to every other person who needed or wanted me. Now what I do have left that is mine? Not much. I'm beginning to feel so empty, arbitrary, used, cheated... I just don't know right now.

I hate ex-boyfriends and my everchanging mind.

I love good nights out with my friends.

Lately, I haven't felt like hanging out with anyone besides Tyler and Brooke. They are my comfort zone and I know I can count on them. Plus, we just "get" each other. For the most part, my other friendships are superficial and fair-weathered. Other people have been asking me to hang out and I guess I've purposefully been shitty about getting back ( Read more... )

Well, I survived my freshman year of college. Weird. Never again will I have to return to Athens, Ohio. I got my grades today. 18 hours and a 3.72 GPA. I made the Dean's List! Even through all of the torments of this year, I came out strong so I'm proud of myself ( Read more... )