so get this, i quit my job at the telemarketing place because i thought i was gonna go and live at my grandparents house, and get off of the streets. lol, fat chance, my mother called my grandma and my grandpa said no. so i have no family i can live with, no friends to help me, just me, and my dog. i can see how it ends now. it is so depressing. i ( Read more... )

nine hours left untill i get home. YESS!!

i need $160 NOW!!

god... i thought i was really over her... my ex, Robyn, she is getting married or some shit like that, and like yeah, that hurts. alot... like, there is now an empty pit in my stomach now... god i ache so much... why does my mind always get stuck in between? like, i don't really care what she does, but in the same breath, i do. i dont know... i am ( Read more... )

so my phone is on crack, because of the simple fact that i don't get my bill here, it goes to my mothers house in cali, so i have just a tiny bit of a prob paying the bill. so my phone has been phrozin, and that is not very goat, not at all. sp yeah, ppl that call me, my phone will not be answered, if you can even connect to it. sowwy ( Read more... )

what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what did i do? what ( Read more... )

ok, my list has started, here it is as of right now:

Jessica: Vermillion pt.2 - Slipknot (i love part two better than one so i was gonna eventually learn it, this just makes me learn it quicker)
Eric: Paradise City - Guns 'n Roses

ok, i want to be challenged, so challenge me, find me a song, any song, your favorite, your least fav, i dont care, but i will to the best of my ability, try to learn the song, even if i have never heard of it, and there are only 4 ppl in the whole world who know the song, i will find that song and learn it. ok?

throwing it all in the darkness
keeping it away
scared to turn on the light
of the demons
waiting for me
all senses lost
how do i do this?
make me feel like i do?
stop the hurt
and the confusion
catching what the darkness throws

geeze... ppl piss me off sometimes... but oh well... last nite i had a she-ite of notes to take/copy... i got sick and went to the hospital, but i did go to my classes, at 1:30 in the afternoon... shit... and i had to take six frickin tests this morning... but yeah... it took me what, 2 hours and 35 minutes to do all of the notes i had to do, so i ( Read more... )