HEY, YOU'RE A FUCKING LOSER.

okay, so here's the deal. i haven't updated for many reasons -- one, my computer is always broken ; two, i simply did not have the time ; three, i did not really care to. my life has been crazy. i graduated high school two saturday's ago, on the 5th. before that was grad-nite, baaccalaureate mass, et cetera -- you know, like saying good-bye. ( Read more... )

NINE MONTHS TODAY. look at that.

okay, this is the deal. last night vinny modeled for me in a parking lot & i took photos. then i saw mystic river with tatiana & jacey, arriving home waaayy too late. i woke up this morning, dropped my car off at the shop, ripped my eye-brows off, had a shot, then drove my baby home & did homework before i left to my last-day of work ( Read more... )

kaytee had an appointment with me today at noon for our photo-shoot for my portfolio. afterwards, we went to fred segal to find a certain dress, but instead found dresses that revealed my breasts & let them go wild.


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work was exhausting today because of my cramps. jacey visited me this morning & dooley visited me last night & both of them made my day, so thank you.


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friday was a mix between okay & horrible. i've decided i love too much. after school i bought myself earrings and scarves and records from different little shops on sherman way. i arrived at the game right when half time began, since i solely went to see the girl's all that jazz dance, so i hope it meant some thing to them that i was there & ( Read more... )

i gave my two weeks notice yesterday to work so my last day of work is the 18h. therese & i are trying to go up to san jose the 1st of november until the 3rd or 4th. i miss people.

i talked to michael today! & matt satter called from new orleans. i fucking wish i had longer days.

after working, i had din din with alex & my momma, then bought $ make-up $ with dooley & elise at mac. it's darling, really. then i visited the behzadi family because they missed me & afterwards, i went to tati's to watch a movie. we're cute, yr not so shut up.

oh, nicole & i are quitting work tomorrow.
thank god.

even though i'm still hurting, i went to school like a trooper. tonight, elise & i drove separate cars through an hour & a half of traffic to the chain reaction to see KIND OF LIKE SPITTING. we realized when we arrived they weren't going on until 9:20, thus elise had to leave at 9 in order to make it back to the troubadour to see Q & NOT U. i ( Read more... )