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[ ] I listen to Dashboard Confessional
[1] I have cried myself to sleep
[ ]I have woken up crying
[ ] have cried over an ex
[ ] i have cried in a corner
[ ] I have cried next to a window
[ ] I own a billion sweaters
[2] I own an argyle sweater (I never wear it though.)
[ ] almost NONE of them fit properly
[ ] i wear chick pants (and I am a guy)
[ ] I wear eyeliner
[ ] my eyeliner is black...and ONLY black
[ ] My friend gave me eyeliner for Christmas
[ ] I cried out of joy when I got that eyeliner
[ ] I have all 12 myspace pictures
[ ] most of them are of my head in wierd lighting, are black and white or are of me in weird hats/fancy clothes
[ ] i.type.like.this.sometimes
[ ] I've written songs about a breakup
[ ] I still cry when I read the lyrics
[ ] I play guitar
[ ] It's almost ALWAYS acoustic
[3] I keep a dream journal
[ ] I have at least one stuffed animal on my bed at all times
[ ] I change my default pic often
[ ] I would NEVER step foot into Hot Topic
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ringer
[ ] I cry every time I hear it, bc its one of my favorite songs
[ ] I dont personally know 99.99999 percent of my myspace friends
[ ] Nobody understands the real me
[4] I have dyed my hair black, blue or deep red
[ ] I am a straightedge
[ ] I dont hang out with non-edges
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my haircolor
[ ] Real punks tend to beat me up alot
[ ] I am a camera Whore
[ ] I love to have girls do my hair and make-up
[ ] There is a phrase such as "music is my boyfriend" on my myspace
[ ] i love to give and recieve hugs
[5] i hate germs (I'm not really sure what this has to do with it...)
[6] I have been to a therapist
[ ] It was because my mom didnt understand me
[7] I am self-concious all the time
[ ] like the way I look when Im crying
[8] I dont do sports.
[ ] I just stand around during Punk/Ska concerts
[ ] I cant skank
[9] I have borrowed clothing from a member of the opposite sex before
[10] I know that Emo stands for emotional
[ ] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products
[ ] I am Gay or Bisexual
[ ] I spend so much time on myspace that I know HTML (I knew html before myspace...)
[ ] One of my myspace pictures is of me crying
[ ] My best feature is my hair
[ ] My special talent is to be able to "emo flip" my hair
[ ] One of my myspace pictures is of me making a kissy face
[ ] I almost never spend more than two dollars on a shirt
[ ] I reapply my eyeliner up to 200 times a day
[11] I have wished I was never born
[ ] "caring is creepy" means something to me
[12] I know who that song is by
[ ] I just started listening to their cd
[ ] And now I'm crying
[13] I know that Sunny Day Real Estate is not a real estate agency
[ ] I have their cd
[ ] Guys with mohawks are hot (uh it totally depends on the guy.)
[ ] I dislike animals which are bigger than me
[ ] This includes large dogs
[14] I have never gotten a detention
[ ] Mostly because I cried my way out of it
[ ] My screen Name has X's in it
[ ] My Screen Name has the words bleed, tears, dream in it
[ ] My screen name has a combination of those words in it
[ ] I write my own poetry and songs
[ ] I never get around to putting a melody or chords to it though
[15] I have stayed home from school because I was depressed
[ ] Valentines day makes me think of how awful my life really is
[ ] Black band t's
[ ] Saucony Shoes
[ ] or Converse
[ ] in a color other than black?
[ ] In a bright color?
[ ] messenger bag?
[ ] adorned with pins?
[ ] patches?
[ ] kept on the bag with safety pins?
[ ] I'm all about being vegetarian
[ ] I am friends with "peta2" on myspace (never. these people are fucking evil.)
[ ] i check my myspace everyday
[ ] I can take any word and quote a song with that word in it
[ ] I say goodbye on the internet with one of these <3
[ ] I have sung "screaming infedelities"
[ ] I change my myspace constantly
[ ] I am welling up with tears
apparently I'm 15% emo. right.
fairtax rally next week, woot woot! me and megan are going to meet neal boortz, no matter what it takes.
last night I went searching for backstreet boys videos and I watched them all, even the ones I'd never seen before. in one of them they dress up like metalheads...talk about weird. it was so strange that I remembered every word to most of those songs. it brought back so many memories. but seriously, nsync can't hold a candle to the BSB.
ugh, I need to study for my government test tomorrow. nah, I'll do that in graphic arts. I need to start studying for my math exam is what I need to do. actually I could probably get by without studying, but I shouldn't let myself hear that, because that will just further my procrastination. eh, it's a neverending cycle.
I'm going to athens again this weekend. this time I will not stay up drinking until four in the morning on saturday and then sleep till two and sit around the apartment until 6, because I'm not very likely to find a job that way. I will go to sleep at a reasonable hour, and then get up at 10, and go find a f u c k i n g j o b . actually I may already have one. apparently my mom knows some dude who knows a lot of people in athens and he thinks he can get me a job at the country club...but the only problem with this is that megan has no idea where it is, which probably means it's nowhere close to the apartment. and athens is a pretty big city. and it would be kind of hard to hide a country club. especially in downtown. so that makes me think it's like in athens, but not really in athens, which could be a problem. so I'm going to keep looking anyway, and if it works out, it works out, but if it doesn't, I'm not in a bind.