sometimes i wonder what it is i did to get where i am- so far from who i used to be. i miss you, too. always.

i never did get a tattoo. still want one- just haven't had time. we got married june 23rd. i'll have to write you an email about it. it was nice. thomas has some pictures on his myspace but i haven't messed with mine in so long. i'm fine- i just get that icky feeling sometimes. i wonder where all the spunk went and how i turned into this adult, that's what i meant. it's like someone hit me with a blah dart and made me into a bill paying, overweight, boring person who watches tv all the time. i don't want to be like that. i feel stuck with no creative outlet. and like everyone else, i want so badly to quit my job and do something i love.

i love your name. it's basically the best name ever.

haha i saw you on jr___nl i think. add me?