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[photographiclie]

I just want to feel beautiful

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[oh_naomi]

what will it take?

[photographiclie]

I honestly don't know. I would say liposuction, but I know that even that won't make me feel beautiful. Perhaps a lobotomy? I know, I shouldn't joke about such terrible things like that. Maybe what I really need is a reality check and to stop being so selfish since some people have real problems.

[oh_naomi]

I suppose on the one hand I could argue and try to one-up: "when you jiggle like i do, then complain" or some such. On the other hand I could point out the two horrifically Mexican men (one of whom died last month) who are/were something close to a half-tonne in weight.

One someone else's hand, i could point out the starving children, women and men in developing countries who would love to be as fortunate as us, to have the option of that kind of food availability, security and weight gain. And on the other other hand I could also say, "Well, maybe you just need to love/forgive yourself and try to appreciate the beautiful, wonderful person you are".

I don't know which, if any, would help you. But you have to figure out exactly what you want from and for yourself, then ask yourself why. And it wouldn't hurt to thank yourself for the (good) things you've done so far.

xx

[photographiclie]

My thoughts exactly. Why should I be worried and why should I be feeling this way when there is all that going on in the world? I just need to do some soul searching and figure out what exactly it is that I want. I seem to be digging a hole for myself that keeps getting bigger and harder to get out of, you know?

xx

[drowningstars_]

YOU ALREADY ARE.

[photographiclie]

Thank you, I just don't feel it at the moment. :\