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[photographies]

The only thing I ever have left to say anymore is, "It figures." No matter what my circumstance. I just had the fucking time of my life, with a bunch of girls I really care about, and still I find myself packing in a good three hours of sleep under my eyes, while listening to a sad song and wondering how I could have changed it. Still, I know, I

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[cantmakeit]

i read it and pretty much agree with everything you said. you make a good point. girls are toys, anouther game for boys to play & use.

[carpe_diem_]

I'm glad to see some original Anemarie entries, and not the ones I've had to settle with from copiers as of late. I'm sorry these things haunt you all the time, maybe Bright Eyes will cheer you up.

P.S. - I HATE BRIGHT EYES But I LOVE CURSIVE!!!

[022]

annie i wanted to tell you .. i saw you the other day driving im not sure who you were with but you were dancing all over the car and i was with bobby and i kept honking the horn but all of you guys were singing to the music so i dont think you heard. but bobby and i were behind you :)

i miss you cuz. we need to hang out . its been too long.

Why is that your icon, I DON'T HAVE BRACES OR BROWN HAIR ANYMORE!

[choptwo]

I'm sorry for blowing you off the other day, but you're phone is really jacked up. Even ask the 7 people at Stonie's, who saw me dial and redial your number atleast 4 times. Today Vicky and I are probably (like always) just going to drive around chain smoking if you want to come. Actually we're probably going to do something else that I KNOW you want to do with us. I'll call you when Vicky gets out of the shower and off the phone with Zach. I love you and I miss you bioooooootch!

Re: Why is that your icon, I DON'T HAVE BRACES OR BROWN HAIR ANYMORE!

[photographies]

I'm not trying to make you feel bad, but it's just how I feel now, because I know things change. I'm not trying to be a sap, or trying to be the pussy that is stuck behind, while you're being a badass out doing whatever the fuck you want, not caring about anything else. (I mean that in a good way.) I can't help but feel that it means that you have little or no time to think or remember the times we used to spend together. We used to be together every day, and you used to type out in livejournal "Today Anemarie and I..." every day, and if you read back on those times, they seem like yesterday, and they were all fucking awesome. Now, I'm lucky if I get a call once a week from you, and if we make plans, they most likely don't go through at all. I'm not being mean, and I'm not trying to start a fight with you. That's not what I want. I'm just trying to make you understand why it is you make me sad, and how you probably can't change it, unless we both change back to the way we were, but that won't happen, and we both know it will never be

[gymbaby6889]

soooooooo true.

i love you anemarie. and if you ever need anything, im here!!!

<3