horrible dream....

[photolace24]

i just woke up its like 5 in the morning every night they get worse, i keep having dreams about sylvia, i guess cauze this is the week coming up when it all happened today is the day not the day exactly but the last saturday in june so i guess it is. right now at this time last year, it was all hapening. the dreams are horrible they are so vivid

Comments

forget about her

[djx2dafullest]

Ani its been a year, and ure still thinking about her. it doesnt make any sence, yea i know it was horrible what happened, something like that u will never forget. but hun shes passed on, she didnt make it but u did, dont u think she start living ure life. atleast for her sake.

this is y our relationship didnt work, u were trying to figure out why u dumped me. u dumped me cauze i told u that i loved you, but u still loved her, so u dumped me high and dry just like that. i wouldnt mind being with u again, but if ure in love with a ghost well then maybe i should just give up. i mean god hun u werent even with her for 2 months, let it go.

[photolace24]

u dont know shit dj so u need to shut the fuck up im tired of your bs.... u dont know me, u dont know one thing about what happened over there. cauze u werent there. u dont know shit....sylvia was the only person that ever loved me, the only person i ever loved, the only person i knew i could count on.... i never had my parents my grandparents....not anybody. i had to stand there and watch what they did to her, and there was nothing i could do to stop it not a damn thing. ppl tell me thats the way the world is...thats they way ppl are...so u know what i hate the fucking world i hate ppl.....

u want me to move on then tell me one good reason why it this all happened tell me one good fucking reaon....maybe then ill move on

ure reason

[djx2dafullest]

for a year i saw u every thursday, and i dont think u even noticied me, i remember when larry was sick, and u had to sub for the class. u hated every second of it. NOT ONCE did u even look at me, i was invisible to u, i was just the dumb kung fu person. i heard u once in the hallway cracking jokes about my class. and u and some girl were pretending to talk some asian language and fighting in the hallway. u were pretending to do matrix moves, and then the girl kissed u. she was a pretty indian girl, i guess ure gf of the time. thats when i saw that u were gay, and i knew i wanted u. that year ended and u never came to my class again. so i decided at the staff party i would try to talk to u. but u always had to many ppl around u, u were never alone like if u were the center of attention

Re: ure reason

[keefdawg]

damn, that sounds harsh, I would be scared...