I missed yet another funeral today for the reason of me being here and it being back in new york. plus everyone likes to wait till the last minute to tell me. ps. that doesn't ever make me feel better about it. and its not like they are some one i know really well but that's not the point. i should be there to pay my respects. it was the father of ( Read more... )

Back in school they never taught us what we needed to know ( Read more... )

i couldn't be happier.

i leave in four days.

A facebook message i received earlier this summer ( Read more... )

i got new pointe shoes today, making me a very happy girl. its an early birthday present from the rents. now i just have to break them in. ewww!

i wonder if i just let it slip, just for a moment.
would the world fall apart?
would everything change, if everyone knew?
what would happen if it just slipped?

i just needed to say that i'm rome right now. and is absolutly amazing. like i have studied about all of these places and seen all the pictures buts so much different in person. just the scale of these buildings and sculptures is jus unbelieveable. i just stare in amazment half the time and i still can'teven belive i'm here. its' i think' the most ( Read more... )

so i'm sitting here and of course i should be studying for the final i have tomorrow but i don't want to. i just keep thinking how junior year is ending in just a matter of days. everything changes again. and who knows where it will lead me this time around. i'm going back to new york hoping things will be different but knowing they most likely ( Read more... )

it just makes you think are any of us really safe ( Read more... )